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GUESS WHO'S BACK!?
Noire Is Back! Ready For Action!



Well I am Finally Back!
I will pay for my own internet and own CoX, No More sharing ^_^ All MINE! lol j/m . . . anyways!
Im back!
Need I say More?
I missed you all alot!!
XD

PS... Rich Don't worry I wouldn't do any crazy changes without my friends, I love you all! ^_^

Life Sucks

No Net
No Pc
Make Noire
crazy....
long story..
At the libary right now
I have to go times almost up...

I Miss all my friends...
and City Of Heroes

. . . . . . . .

Watched my life pass me by -- in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time -- are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day -- stuck in the shadow of my mistakes -- yeah

(Chorus)

Cause I want you -- and I feel you -- crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin -- to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded -- I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have -- what's left of me.

(Verse 2)

I've been dying inside -- little by little
Nowhere to go -- I'm goin outta my mind
An endless circle -- runnin from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still

(Chorus)

And I want you -- and I feel you -- crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin -- to find the place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded -- I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have -- what's left of me.

(Hook)

Fallin' faster -- barely breathing
Give me somethin to believe in
Tell me it's not all in my head

Take what's left of this man
Make me whole once again

(Chorus)

Cause I want you -- and I feel you -- crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin -- to find the place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded -- I'm half the man I thought I would be
You can have, all that's left, (yeah, yeah, yeah) what's left of me

(Outro)

I've been dying inside you see
I'm goin outta my mind (outta my mind)
I'm just runnin' in circles all the time
Will you take what's left? x3 -- of me
I'm just runnin' in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left? x3 -- of me
Take what's left of me

This Vid Made Me Cry *sniffle*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3d-erz5Zt5E&eurl=


So Beautiful yet sad, the ups and downs of life and all

*sniffles, goes and grabs a tissue*

Why Do I Feel This Way

Stressed
Mixed Emotions
Feeling Like Crying
Sick To My Stomach

Blah who knows but all over the place . . . heh

New Layout!

Well tomorrow is my birthday!!
So its now feeling like Christmas, so I updated this page with a Christmas feel with colors and music, whatcha think? ^_^

Oh & I Love This Song!
I Have My Reasons, Thank-You ^_~


Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On


You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da, la da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
We'll make it through

Birthdays, Christmas, New Years, CoX !!

Well lets see . . . .

Its now December 4th, couple days ago was my mother in laws birthday, my birthday is in a few days, few more friends though out the rest of the month then my father in laws birthday, wow this is one busy month. After all those Christmas comes then new years. Jeebus, on top of all those things I will be painting the living room sometime within today/tonight and probably working on it for the rest of the week. Its a huge job that's for sure along with the rest of the house, but I am keeping busy that's the main thing. ^_^

Oh and then I work a day outta the week 3-4hrs on that day, I've asked for them to give me more hours if possible on the weekends so can start saving some $$$ !! But at this time of the year who knows. *shrugs* Its all good either way I don't mind.

I added more songs to my play list I think I have almost 150 now, I have a various mix of music but I love them all, most of the ones I been listening to as of late are dance tunes they been keeping me on my toes which is totally cool! ^_~

City Of Heroes/villains wise . . . We did another arena event last night, Heri hosted it we had a HUGE turn out! Minus all the disconnects from the servers end it was ALOT of fun, surprised it lasted as long as it did. We have made this a Sunday thing now, I hope it keeps going cause its pretty sweet! So if your a City Of Heroes/villains player and are interested come to Guardian Sunday Nights! 8pm EST! We do glad matches and some FFAs... Oh and As for the big ball of jello Hami himself, we rock his world 4 nights a week

Monday - 9pm EST
Wed - 9pm EST
Thursday - 9pm EST
Saturday - 7pm EST

We have had great raids so far, hami popped on us last Wed because of the release of the new Issue the lag was intense not to mention some that decided to raid in the trenchcoats and wings. But Its all good we got though it, that's the main thing, sure everyone died but its all good ^_^ Our new raid time is 26mins!! I know we will get it lower then that eventually give us time *grins* Other then that things been awesome game wise !!

Not sure what else to post really this is more just a ramble post but well I hope you enjoyed it. XD . . . I'm a dork and a geek I know, but you wouldn't be sitting here reading my blog otherwise, I know you Love Me! j/m . . . . Have a great day!



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Christmas Music!

Yup, you got it right. I been trying to cheer myself up some latley turning 25 in about 5 days trying to get into the holiday spirit of things as much as I can, kinda hard as of late but meh what the frap enjoy the music and I wish everyone a Happy Holiday/Merry Christmas. I hope my new year will be better then the last few months. Im hoping for some major changes for the better and to be happy.


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