Gene Wilder 1933-2016

Just found out about Gene Wilder, breaks my heart, i remember him growing up and watching him in Willy Wonka for the first time, since i had a pretty rough childhood when I saw Wonka for the first time it gave me hope that things would get better, Gene helped me break open the door of my imagination that i didn't know existed, listening to that song brought tears to my eyes, I just wanna say thank you Gene.

♥ here is a pic I made of him ♥

Metro Pro Wrestling July 30th 2016

I know I haven't posted in awhile, its been since Slayer passed, Bubbles passed this year as well as human family/friends, its been a rough/tough year thus far, we also been pretty busy with comic shows selling our comics as well as wrestling shows. Just keeping busy, but all is well don't worry! I'll try to update more often, just crazy with all the social media etc I do daily for our comics not to mention art and other rl stuff! We have another show a week and a half away!! Plus I been going nuts on my weight loss/muscle building etc, in the last 14 months down over 120lbs and 35+inches on top of things. I finally got my ass in gear to do what i needed to do instead of yo-yoing all these years im done being fat me!

Anyhoooo....

Here are some pics from Metro Pro Wrestling Last Night!
Great times and fun had by all and amazing talented guys!
I know we had a blast!
We also designed the back of the trading card for REDWING
Which was awesome fun to do!
We got asked to do another now!
I didn't upload all 200+ but ......
Here are just some highlights from last night, enjoy!  =) 

Sometimes I Ask Myself Why!?

(I wrote this the other day)

So today well the last week I been asking myself WHY
Why on a lot of things.
Why do we have to lose those we love human and fur baby
Why am I working out
Why do I keep moving forward
Why do I have to do this
Why do I have to do that
Why why why......
I know I been pretty sad since we lost both Bubbles and Slayer not even 2 months of each other, makes me wonder WHY
I hate the pain I feel
I hate the sadness I feel
It just hurts
I know things are going to take time
But I still ask myself WHY
I don't know how much more sadness one's heart can take
Mine crumbled into a million pieces twice in not even two months
But when Slayer passed it never had time to recover so those millions of pieces feel like they went into 5 million or more pieces.
I normally don't write personal things online all that often especially feelings..... and that sort of thing anyway.
I try to express most of my stuff though art and other means but I really don't know how to express that much of how I feel though my art right now cause I have sadness, anger, and many other feels bottled up.
I give all my attention to our other kitties, and of course do things and show Charlie how much I love him.
But it always comes down to WHY am I doing what I am doing.
I love Charlie and I love our babies, but why does it hurt when we lose those we love.
When I lost my grandparents I thought it was the worst ever, but losing Slayer was a billion times worse.
Plus I was close with my grandparents, they raised me.
Every morning I get up, wash my face and look in the mirror, I then go get some coffee and check my msgs on my computer, I then get up and move around and do my workout, then I rest for a few mins to catch my breath then I make myself a smoothie/food. I then sit back at my computer or watch tv til Charlie gets up.
I just sometimes stare blank off into the distance and sometimes ask WHY.
I wish I knew the answer.
I am not looking forward to other times losing loved ones and babies so I ask WHY.
I even thought and almost did fall back off my fitness train, but then I would see Slayer and Bubbles staring at me when I close my eyes giving me that look of "Get off your ass mom, don't fall backwards, go forwards"
But it hurts to go forwards cause I know one day I will have to go though the hurt and pain of more loss.
Why couldn't there be a wand that cures all sickness.
Why can't there be a drink of immortality
Why can't there be a fruit i can eat and go back to my healthy weight and size I was when I graduated.
Again ....... WHY

Sorry for the sad post, like say I normally don't post these kinda things but its been something that been on my mind and I can't get it out in art so might as well put these feelings and thoughts into words....

I sometimes wish I had a T.A.r.D.i.S to go back in time and grab myself before certain things happened (loss of loved ones, weight gain, etc etc) and tell myself so i can be some what prepared or even stop myself from gaining all the weight, or tell myself to ignore those that made fun of me, etc. Spend the time with certain loved ones human and pet knowing there time will come and when.

But the question is... why would I do that?

Would it make things easier?
maybe
in some ways yes
but in some ways no
But all and all, I know freaken know!

Thanks for reading

Slayer 1997-2016

I never experienced losing a pet before the way we had lost Slayer.... but as hubby said, "He was probably trying to hang on cause he didn't wanna go, he loves you and weeks ago when his hour glass was coming to its last grain you filled it back up with your love and that's probably what kept him going as long as he did, I didn't tell you but when we got back from the vet there was a cat across the street that sat and was looking at the house, even the cats in the neighborhood knew what you had done, its going to be okay we will see him again when its our time"

But this morning as I held him during his final moments I started to pray and ask God to please not now, I don't want to lose him that I wasn't ready..... I then looked at Slayer and said, "It's okay baby mommy is here, I love you with all my heart" I saw that same twinkle in his eye as I always do when he would look at me. He understood my words, he did put up a little fight though not wanting to go but I kept telling him it was okay as much as it broke my heart. He then snuggled closer to me it was like he was hugging me. We drove to the vets as quick as we could but as we where heading there things got quiet.

I do know this, Slayer did live a pretty amazing spoiled life. He loved us as much as we loved him if not more. He moved here with me from Canada, sat in the center console on the ride down, he was always by my side during the darkest of times and even the best of times. He was a VERY smart cat and understood everything id say to him. Even when id say something really off the wall he would give me that look of, "Da fuq mom, really?"

All our babies hold special places in my heart, Slayer took things a paw further to make things extra special. Don't get me wrong all our babies are special but words can't describe on how much more special Slayer was and made things.

BUT After almost 12hrs of laying around, sleeping on and off and crying. Food all day = handful of crackers. Im finally getting up and moving around, still feel really numb, I know as time goes on so will the pain but it wont hurt AS much. But for now it hurts. Trying to eat some real food....... also need to clean up and do laundry since Joel's mom will be here in 30 something hours to stay a few days with us. I haven't done any cleaning or anything and everything's a disaster, as much as I dont' wanna do anything, I could see Slayer if he was here sitting in his chair giving me that, okay mom get off your ass and do something look. lol. 

I believe when its our time too all our fur babies and human loved ones will be waiting for us to come join the big party in heaven ♥

Bottom pic here was from about a month ago he wanted to snuggle and get my attention, and he was really cute in doing so :D

Slayer 1997-2016

 

Woke up this morning looking for Slayer since he wasn't in the bed with us, I wont go into details but he passed away in my arms.

He was happy and purring last night eating his food, he was doing much better over the last little while. But its been a scary and very sad morning and day so far today. 

Ive had Slayer since I was 18, my friend Mel and I found him in our friends backyard one night and since then he hasn't left my side.

Hes off playing with JR, Bubbles, and Olivia now.... til we meet again Buddy, Mama loves you

Naka-kon 2016

This past weekend Hubby and I hit up Naka-kon, here are some pics! Plus videos from the concert followed after.

Now as some of you may or may not know, they had 3 concerts at the convention. The biggest guest of honor was Nobuo Uematsu!!! For those of you that don't know who he is...... he is the Composer for all the Final Fantasy video game music!!

Super LOVE Final Fantasy, some of you may remember Hubby and I talking about playing XIV together. Ive always been a huge nerd when it comes to FF games. So here are the videos I got from the concerts uploaded to my youtube.

Earthbound Papas - Nobuo Uematsu's band
Critical Hit 
Final Fantasy - A New World (Video & pics wasn't allowed)


ENJOY!


Final Fantasy 6 - Earthbound Papas


Fight with Seymour - Earthbound Papas


Tetris by Critical Hit


Bowsers castle - Critical Hit


Pokemon - Critical Hit


Final Fantasy X - To Zanarkand - Critical Hit

Bubbles 1999 - 2016

Rest in Peace Bubbles, we love you. No more suffering til we meet again our sweet girl. Always talking always singing like a pretty angel cause you are one.

I miss hearing your voice though the house Bubbles
Your voice of singing and song.... it's to quiet now...
I can only hear the echo that remands in my mind of what your voice sounded like, I just wish i could hear it even if it was just once more ....

 This morning was weird waking up and not hearing you at the door, meowing "hey im hungry wake up guys, food time" and the house has been more quiet now. Our other kitties aren't as vocal as she was, she would talk to us while we drank or morning coffee and would sing to us, and even sing to us when we where in the shower, things feel so off balance right now....

But now your off playing with Junior and Olivia, bopping and chasing those mice, til we all meet again, we love you baby girl. 


This weekend was also our 11 year wedding anniversary (the 14th) but I feel the need to post this instead. There will be next year to post our anniversary for year 12.... We just miss Bubbles and love her very much............. house has been super quiet now ♥

PRINTED VERSION OF ISSUE TWO & THREE IS NOW HERE!

 

When a woman becomes the galaxy’s first human wrestling champion she becomes the target for all the best, and the worst, wrestlers who think a human isn’t good enough to hold the belt. Meet Charlene Rocket. Is she in over her head? Or can this woman from Earth take on the toughest, meanest wrestlers in the universe for the title! Plus a Bonus Story!

Galaxy Wrestling All-Stars is the story of Women’s Professional Wrestling in a pulp science fiction setting. Women come from all over the universe to battle it out in the ring. You’ll see Princesses, Cowgirls, Demons, Vampires, Jungle Girls, and more as they contend for the championship of the Galaxy.

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Check out the link above if you wish to buy a printed copy of Galaxy Wrestling All-Stars issues !!
Please let us what you think!
Stay tuned for 4 & 5!
Volume 1 will have 12 issues total!

Thank you!
Tina Noire & Charlie Rock

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HAPPY NEW YEARS & UPDATES!

 
Happy New Years!

Just giving you a bit of updates on what has been going on for Hubby and I over the last few months. 

First things first, Issue #1 of our comic has been remastered, sent off, came back, looked good and now we are able to place it up for sale on Indy Planet! You can find it HERE!

You can see the remastered cover to the left!

We also got a mass order in the works for comicon.  You heard right! Hubby and I will be appearing at comicon, clicking HERE you can see all the details! It will be in August of 2016! Our Editor will also be coming to join us! Find his profile for comicon HERE!


 Issue #2 was remastered and sent off to the printers. We are waiting for that to come back to make sure all goes well with the print job. If all goes well, then we will list it on IndyPlanet for sale also!


You can see the remastered cover to the  right.

Now to the left we have the new remastered cover for issue 3, Hubby finished remastering those panels and now I am in the works putting the pages, panels etc together then I will be able to send that off to the printer. After that is all said and done we are moving on to Issue #4. 

After all that we will be in the works with Issue #1 of Noire comics. As some of you might remember there will be 12 Issues total for Volume 1 of Galaxy Wrestling All-Stars. We have brainstormed ideas for Volume 2. So we aren't done by a long shot! Still more G.W.A fun happening! Same with Noire comics! 

So stay tuned!
We appreciate you guys and all your support.
We Thank You!