I have to say I am very lucky & blessed to have a wonderful husband, I told him the other night, "Your the best husband ever!"
He said, "Naw, I just married the best & it makes me look good!"
He's just so awesome ^_^ ~ <3
Well on updates of life let's see...
Still working on the house, kitchen is almost half way done now kinda sorta, basement still needs work but we are on the crunch of things now, time is running out since we wanna have the house up by May/June. Gotta call my mother in law today to see if she can take some of our stuff we packed up & store it in her basement.
Health wise, blessed for our health! ~ Hubby & I went for a full blood workup to see if we where healthy, so far so good just low on Vit D. Which a lot of doctors don't check we where told but ours did. So now for 12 weeks we need to take some extra strong Vit D to get our levels back up. ~ After 12 weeks another blood test & if our levels are up, need to slap on a supplement if not we gotta run another 12 weeks with the Vit D.
Another note on health, tomorrow is weigh in day for me, been trying to weigh in every Tuesday, Last Tuesday I think I was at 207? I can't remember now. Id have to double check but I can tell I been losing more weight & quick I might add thanks to the meds my doc put me on to help speed up the process a bit. ~ My legs, arms and butt hardly have anymore fat on them, my belly is there but so much smaller, I mean I can fit into hubbys jeans and clothes now! ; )
Other than that and working on the house, we been watching a lot of movies catching up on that, we have D20 game day 1-2 times a month depending on hubbys schedule. We been visiting our friends on and off.
One thing I have noticed people get married they don't see there friends much anymore, always happens that way, just how life is. Sean & Becca got married don't see them much, Forrest & Mandy got married don't see them as much. Even us! Be honest we enjoy "US" time a lot more then going to see friends. But hey it happens just need to get over it. It Just happens like that, get the US time in before we have kids, speaking of kids......
No I am not preggers "yet" but if all goes well with the one more test in July then it will be baby time & I can kick all my meds for good exp if my weight is down where I want it :) ~ Less weight = healthier preggers for mommy & baby & easier too! ~ Also we been wanting to change a lot of our bad habits, not just for ourselves but for our future kids. (This is for those of you who THINK I am changing my hubby or he is changing me) WRONG! We are changing because WE WANT TO! We want long happy healthy lives for us and for our kids. We got rid of all the bad foods we eat & are eating healthy, quit smoking, losing weight etc etc BECAUSE WE WANT TO! We just make ourselves some goals and stick to it by challenging one another! ~ He's been smoke free coming up a year this spring, I been on track with diet/exercise for almost a year, we can do it! :)
Hubby & I are also coming up on 5 years, been awhile already, and you know we also agreed with one another many more years on top of it, millions and trillions even ; ) ~ So all you people out there that think/thought we where such a "Lost Cause" STFU! Get over yourselves. Your all one to talk with your marriages/relationships. ~ You guys are/where so called friends/family of the past & will remain there. We don't need your negativity! We don't want anything to do with you all PERIOD! Exp the ones Ive asked to be aunts/uncles to our kids, HA! Like hell that will happen now, found us some new friends/family that will take that roll because they deserve it & don't talk shit behind peoples back that are suppose to be "Friends/Family" Reason when I left Canada I left a lot of you behind, blog about this cry whine moan, we don't' care one bit honestly.
We are happy & have one another & that's how it will remain, I found my soul mate & my soul mate found me his soul mate, that wont change, we are everything to one another. Also helps a lot when our friends & family say we are the model relationship to them, like how my grandparents where the model relationship for a lot of folks too, We/I learned from them. Before we got married we said to one another, "Once and only once no divorce and no looking back all we have is forward", and that's exactly what we are planning on doing! =]
Monday, January 25, 2010
Saturday, January 09, 2010
I Have The Best Hubby Ever!
You probably are wondering why, do I need a reason he's just the best! :)
We been though A LOT in the last month, more so with Doc apps getting though the holidays, just so much going on!
Well December started out as it usually does, billions of Birthdays (mother in law, friends, mine, father in laws) - Well day after my birthday was my FIRST OBGYN APP! - This I have to be honest I wasn't looking forward too. I hadn't had a Pap in 10 years, I never knew I had to go every year, I never had any problems. Well turns out women are suppose to go every 2-3 years some every year, depends on the person. Well I took a deep breath thought to myself, what a WONDERFUL Birthday present to myself *rolls eyes*
2 weeks passed, we got though the holidays..... I got test results of a abnormal pap, I thought, wtf does that mean? OB told me we need to do further testing, I was like hm okay... week went by I was very worried to the point I started reading everything online, stopped working out, calling all our close friends the girls only of course (Amy, Ms Gloria, Kim, Mandy, Becca, My Mother in Law, Step Mother) I was like, " I am freaking out here " Finally the docs office calls back and says, "Well your test came back HPV positive" I was like, "WTF does that mean" At this point I was terrified! I started researching online, calling our friends. In tears, crying with all the info I read/heard. My step mother & some friends that been though there own HPV experience told me to calm down, after talking with everyone I finally felt a bit better.
Finally I had another app to get a conoscopy (If I spelt that right) - Now that WASN'T FUN at all !! - OB told me he didn't see anything to worry about after a hour maybe of poking around. He said there is 500 cases of HPV and 13 of them are bad/worrisome (Because if I got this info right those 13 are the ones that can cause Cervical Cancer) - The other 400 something can go away on there own by being attacked by the immune system or if it stays they just keep a eye on it to be sure kinda thing, but most men are the carriers of HPV and don't even realize it, the nurse told me, "Mine comes back abnormal every other year, so don't worry it happens to all of us at some point". WAS I RE-LEAVED! I was worried about not being able to have kids and so many other things it wasn't even funny.
But this is a few of many reasons why I have the best hubby ever! - He came into the room with me to hold my hand & keep me calm while they did the further testing, he told me, "Even if we can't have kids to me our life is perfect the way it is & I will still wanna be with you no matter what, I Love You & that wont change." - Thing is OB told me I can still have kids not to worry - The good news also is in 6 months when I go back for another test just to be sure all is okay, if all is okay I could kick my meds for good & we can start trying for a family. I am pretty excited as is hubby. July can't come soon enough! But don't wanna rush it :)
We got a lot of work yet to do with the house, down to the kitchen/basement as the last two rooms, I been back on track with weight loss since yesterday & I lost 1lb since, over 40 lost now & 15 inches, still got about 50-55 to go! :)
I am just very happy as is hubby, now to get on with our fav part of the day! - Movie/Dinner/Cuddled up on the couch :) - We are one anothers fav person we tell one another that all the time. I am truly blessed & happy to have found him, he's my soul mate & I love him very much!
Thanks Again Everyone for your thoughts & prayers means a lot to us, those friends that have been here for us your all the greatest, WE LOVE YOU GUYS! :)
We been though A LOT in the last month, more so with Doc apps getting though the holidays, just so much going on!
Well December started out as it usually does, billions of Birthdays (mother in law, friends, mine, father in laws) - Well day after my birthday was my FIRST OBGYN APP! - This I have to be honest I wasn't looking forward too. I hadn't had a Pap in 10 years, I never knew I had to go every year, I never had any problems. Well turns out women are suppose to go every 2-3 years some every year, depends on the person. Well I took a deep breath thought to myself, what a WONDERFUL Birthday present to myself *rolls eyes*
2 weeks passed, we got though the holidays..... I got test results of a abnormal pap, I thought, wtf does that mean? OB told me we need to do further testing, I was like hm okay... week went by I was very worried to the point I started reading everything online, stopped working out, calling all our close friends the girls only of course (Amy, Ms Gloria, Kim, Mandy, Becca, My Mother in Law, Step Mother) I was like, " I am freaking out here " Finally the docs office calls back and says, "Well your test came back HPV positive" I was like, "WTF does that mean" At this point I was terrified! I started researching online, calling our friends. In tears, crying with all the info I read/heard. My step mother & some friends that been though there own HPV experience told me to calm down, after talking with everyone I finally felt a bit better.
Finally I had another app to get a conoscopy (If I spelt that right) - Now that WASN'T FUN at all !! - OB told me he didn't see anything to worry about after a hour maybe of poking around. He said there is 500 cases of HPV and 13 of them are bad/worrisome (Because if I got this info right those 13 are the ones that can cause Cervical Cancer) - The other 400 something can go away on there own by being attacked by the immune system or if it stays they just keep a eye on it to be sure kinda thing, but most men are the carriers of HPV and don't even realize it, the nurse told me, "Mine comes back abnormal every other year, so don't worry it happens to all of us at some point". WAS I RE-LEAVED! I was worried about not being able to have kids and so many other things it wasn't even funny.
But this is a few of many reasons why I have the best hubby ever! - He came into the room with me to hold my hand & keep me calm while they did the further testing, he told me, "Even if we can't have kids to me our life is perfect the way it is & I will still wanna be with you no matter what, I Love You & that wont change." - Thing is OB told me I can still have kids not to worry - The good news also is in 6 months when I go back for another test just to be sure all is okay, if all is okay I could kick my meds for good & we can start trying for a family. I am pretty excited as is hubby. July can't come soon enough! But don't wanna rush it :)
We got a lot of work yet to do with the house, down to the kitchen/basement as the last two rooms, I been back on track with weight loss since yesterday & I lost 1lb since, over 40 lost now & 15 inches, still got about 50-55 to go! :)
I am just very happy as is hubby, now to get on with our fav part of the day! - Movie/Dinner/Cuddled up on the couch :) - We are one anothers fav person we tell one another that all the time. I am truly blessed & happy to have found him, he's my soul mate & I love him very much!
Thanks Again Everyone for your thoughts & prayers means a lot to us, those friends that have been here for us your all the greatest, WE LOVE YOU GUYS! :)
Sunday, January 03, 2010
Monday, December 28, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
Updates & Happy Holidays!
It's that time of year again when everything is coming to a close & a new year is getting ready to begin, I have to say this years been so so, not the greatest but pretty good none the least.
We had a lot of sad times this year, let's start back at the beginning....
Jan - Was a so so month, after all it was the one year anniversary of losing my Grandpa who was like a father to me, it was hard but we got though it, still hard today but getting by....
Feb - Month of LOVE! ~ Hubby & I celebrated our 4 year wedding anniversary, it was a pretty good month, cold out snow all that fun stuff but we realized out fav times are with one another watching movies & just hanging out, we don't need to go out places & spend a lot of money to have a good time. Each other is enough (and of course gaming with great friends)
March - Was a pretty busy month getting things still on the go with renovating, I was still not working but hubby is cool with that, so I had been working on the house & playing online games while hubby was at work & when he got home we spent time together. This month I had finally got into a clinic for some check ups, found I weighed 250lbs and 51 inch waist....
April - Hubbys BIRTHDAY! ~ Was another good month, busy but good :) Hubby also was told about a new job with 100% medical as a Security guard, like the job he was doing at the time but had more perks and the benefits for both of us and any kids we have, so he went for it.
May - Hubby starts the new job, great month, he can work 4 days a week 10 hr days, which is perfect, means more us time which we enjoy :) ~ Still busy with home renovation stuff exp since spring started some what earlier then normal :) But this was another sad month due to a friend of ours who passed away unexpectedly :( ~ We miss you William ~ xo
June - Hubbys Job is going well, my health been doing A LOT better, things are going well :) ~ Busy with renovation stuff still, going to be til Spring 2010.
July - Check up for me, things are going really well, busy month :)
Aug - BUSY - Hubby got all his gear for his new job, but sad month also, Grandma died, she broke her hip & pretty much gave up, we knew she did when she said she wanted to be with Grandpa, she passed in her sleep. :( ~ I couldn't make the funeral due to lack of funds since hubby started his new job, but Grandma would of understood.
Sept - still a busy month and sad times, Hubby & I spent a lot of time together
Oct - Busy month but the wedding of my brother in law Forrest & best friend Mandy :) ~ YAY! ~ Busy is never ending ; )
Nov - Busy month of Thanksgiving, work and house stuff = STILL lol. But good news is only rooms left are Kitchen & Basement.
Dec - Many birthdays!! Our family/friends: DeeDee, Mikeal, Vince, Mom, Dad whew many many EVEN MINE! It's been a busy month & sad around my birthday since I was so used to my Grandma calling every year on my Birthday for the last 28 years and then bam, no call. It was hard but got though it thanks to my wonderful hubby & friends :) ~
Been great month though, got some great things from Hubby, family & friends. Getting ready for Christmas, planning on Christmas eve with my father in law & his gf then spending the night at my mother in laws so we can wake the next morning for Presents & Breakfast instead of doing a Christmas dinner type thing.
This past weekend we did a Christmas D20 game with a TON of our awesome friends & I made ham, turkey and tons of other food (still have left overs) ~ After dinner we played KILLER BUNNIES & CAR WARS! ~
In between all the doc apps I been going to making sure my body is doing alright & be sure I am in check after losing about 45lbs & 15 inches, Hubby & I are hoping for a clean bill of health to see what we can do next before starting our family since we wanna have 4-8 kids um yeah we wanna make sure we are healthy :)
Hubbys off new years eve, we where planning to invite a few friends over for movies or maybe one of the guys at his work plan to do something, either way we can't wait :)
Also thinking of getting rid of the phone & going with something more simple, no one calls and the only time we use it is to talk with people about the games we play with them which is rare since we use the online method 99% of the time over Pardus or Facebook. We will only call people when we actually have something to talk about, no point on sitting on the phone & talking when we have nothing to talk about, hubby & I said that months ago :P ~ There is only a few folks worth talking to anyways.
We can't wait til the spring, comicon & friends coming in from outta town to go with us, more friends here to come with us, going to be very exciting. New year new things, hope good things exp with docs apps and getting things on track, I hope to be my skinny self I was by the end of next year since I only got about another 50-60lbs to lose at most. I have a feeling its gonna be a good year.
Only thing hubby & I want for Christmas is to get the news all is okay & we can start a family soon :)
We had a lot of sad times this year, let's start back at the beginning....
Jan - Was a so so month, after all it was the one year anniversary of losing my Grandpa who was like a father to me, it was hard but we got though it, still hard today but getting by....
Feb - Month of LOVE! ~ Hubby & I celebrated our 4 year wedding anniversary, it was a pretty good month, cold out snow all that fun stuff but we realized out fav times are with one another watching movies & just hanging out, we don't need to go out places & spend a lot of money to have a good time. Each other is enough (and of course gaming with great friends)
March - Was a pretty busy month getting things still on the go with renovating, I was still not working but hubby is cool with that, so I had been working on the house & playing online games while hubby was at work & when he got home we spent time together. This month I had finally got into a clinic for some check ups, found I weighed 250lbs and 51 inch waist....
April - Hubbys BIRTHDAY! ~ Was another good month, busy but good :) Hubby also was told about a new job with 100% medical as a Security guard, like the job he was doing at the time but had more perks and the benefits for both of us and any kids we have, so he went for it.
May - Hubby starts the new job, great month, he can work 4 days a week 10 hr days, which is perfect, means more us time which we enjoy :) ~ Still busy with home renovation stuff exp since spring started some what earlier then normal :) But this was another sad month due to a friend of ours who passed away unexpectedly :( ~ We miss you William ~ xo
June - Hubbys Job is going well, my health been doing A LOT better, things are going well :) ~ Busy with renovation stuff still, going to be til Spring 2010.
July - Check up for me, things are going really well, busy month :)
Aug - BUSY - Hubby got all his gear for his new job, but sad month also, Grandma died, she broke her hip & pretty much gave up, we knew she did when she said she wanted to be with Grandpa, she passed in her sleep. :( ~ I couldn't make the funeral due to lack of funds since hubby started his new job, but Grandma would of understood.
Sept - still a busy month and sad times, Hubby & I spent a lot of time together
Oct - Busy month but the wedding of my brother in law Forrest & best friend Mandy :) ~ YAY! ~ Busy is never ending ; )
Nov - Busy month of Thanksgiving, work and house stuff = STILL lol. But good news is only rooms left are Kitchen & Basement.
Dec - Many birthdays!! Our family/friends: DeeDee, Mikeal, Vince, Mom, Dad whew many many EVEN MINE! It's been a busy month & sad around my birthday since I was so used to my Grandma calling every year on my Birthday for the last 28 years and then bam, no call. It was hard but got though it thanks to my wonderful hubby & friends :) ~
Been great month though, got some great things from Hubby, family & friends. Getting ready for Christmas, planning on Christmas eve with my father in law & his gf then spending the night at my mother in laws so we can wake the next morning for Presents & Breakfast instead of doing a Christmas dinner type thing.
This past weekend we did a Christmas D20 game with a TON of our awesome friends & I made ham, turkey and tons of other food (still have left overs) ~ After dinner we played KILLER BUNNIES & CAR WARS! ~
In between all the doc apps I been going to making sure my body is doing alright & be sure I am in check after losing about 45lbs & 15 inches, Hubby & I are hoping for a clean bill of health to see what we can do next before starting our family since we wanna have 4-8 kids um yeah we wanna make sure we are healthy :)
Hubbys off new years eve, we where planning to invite a few friends over for movies or maybe one of the guys at his work plan to do something, either way we can't wait :)
Also thinking of getting rid of the phone & going with something more simple, no one calls and the only time we use it is to talk with people about the games we play with them which is rare since we use the online method 99% of the time over Pardus or Facebook. We will only call people when we actually have something to talk about, no point on sitting on the phone & talking when we have nothing to talk about, hubby & I said that months ago :P ~ There is only a few folks worth talking to anyways.
We can't wait til the spring, comicon & friends coming in from outta town to go with us, more friends here to come with us, going to be very exciting. New year new things, hope good things exp with docs apps and getting things on track, I hope to be my skinny self I was by the end of next year since I only got about another 50-60lbs to lose at most. I have a feeling its gonna be a good year.
Only thing hubby & I want for Christmas is to get the news all is okay & we can start a family soon :)
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Monday, December 07, 2009
Ty For The Birthday Wishes!/Bloodwork Test Results!
This one comes from my friend John (aka BlackberryThorn in City of Heroes)- I nao 28 & Almost 50lbs lighter with around 50lbish to go!! Went from a 51 inch waist to now a 35... I smaller than Hubby?! Nao that's scary! =] -- Happy Birthday to John as well hes like my twin brother since we where born on the same day same year =P
Well as most of you know March 2009 I had a fasting test done, at the hour mark my level was at 219 ! ~ 1 point off of being Diabetic (Diabetic 220+ Normal 126 or less)
So yeah Diabetes does run in my family, and after I quit smoking 10 years ago I got lazy... BAD TINA! It's been in the males I thought I can't get it, I thought wrong or really close too. So here is to kicking it before it happens!
SO ....
Last Friday I went to get my results of my blood work I had another fasting test ANNNNNNNNND.......... my level at the hour mark today - 148 !!!
PROGRESS!!!
^_^
YAY!!
I go back in 3 months see how things are going, tomorrow I got into the OBGYN!
So here is to hoping for more good news like........
hey try & get preggers or something!
Hubby and I wanna start a family and have 4 or more kids :)
House is almost finished too, kitchen and basement still but master bedroom is done and we are moving back in there this week =]
I am truly blessed & today turning a year older as well!
I was bummed for a bit due to in the last 28 yrs of my life getting a phone call/card from Grandma & not getting one this year but I know she wouldn't want me to be sad.
I am almost almost down 50lbs since march another 50 to my goal, I got the biggest loser dvd the new one called : Last Chance Workout ~ ya it kicked my ass..... says I can lose 30lbs in 6 weeks I hope so cause that would mean 20-25lbs left to my goal!
Wish me luck!
Well as most of you know March 2009 I had a fasting test done, at the hour mark my level was at 219 ! ~ 1 point off of being Diabetic (Diabetic 220+ Normal 126 or less)
So yeah Diabetes does run in my family, and after I quit smoking 10 years ago I got lazy... BAD TINA! It's been in the males I thought I can't get it, I thought wrong or really close too. So here is to kicking it before it happens!
SO ....
Last Friday I went to get my results of my blood work I had another fasting test ANNNNNNNNND.......... my level at the hour mark today - 148 !!!
PROGRESS!!!
^_^
YAY!!
I go back in 3 months see how things are going, tomorrow I got into the OBGYN!
So here is to hoping for more good news like........
hey try & get preggers or something!
Hubby and I wanna start a family and have 4 or more kids :)
House is almost finished too, kitchen and basement still but master bedroom is done and we are moving back in there this week =]
I am truly blessed & today turning a year older as well!
I was bummed for a bit due to in the last 28 yrs of my life getting a phone call/card from Grandma & not getting one this year but I know she wouldn't want me to be sad.
I am almost almost down 50lbs since march another 50 to my goal, I got the biggest loser dvd the new one called : Last Chance Workout ~ ya it kicked my ass..... says I can lose 30lbs in 6 weeks I hope so cause that would mean 20-25lbs left to my goal!
Wish me luck!
Thursday, December 03, 2009
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Can You Say Holy Crap!
Can't wait til we get our new house so hubby can start gaming with me again!!
Looks like they are doing all out with this game in months/years to come, looks like by just the vid ~ Lvl cap is going up, new powers, housing - making your own town? O_O! What it looks like!, Underwater swimming & cities, mounts OMFG of awesomeness =] YOU MUST WATCH IT! *goes back to watching it* =]
OH I ALSO LOVE THE NEW AVG ~ It tells me when people put USBs or Data Drives into my pc when I am not around & scans them fully & tells me what's on them & what time it was put in, I LOVE TECH! <3 Cause I noticed @ 2am Sunday morning one was put in my computer someone is gonna get in trouble! D:<
Looks like they are doing all out with this game in months/years to come, looks like by just the vid ~ Lvl cap is going up, new powers, housing - making your own town? O_O! What it looks like!, Underwater swimming & cities, mounts OMFG of awesomeness =] YOU MUST WATCH IT! *goes back to watching it* =]
OH I ALSO LOVE THE NEW AVG ~ It tells me when people put USBs or Data Drives into my pc when I am not around & scans them fully & tells me what's on them & what time it was put in, I LOVE TECH! <3 Cause I noticed @ 2am Sunday morning one was put in my computer someone is gonna get in trouble! D:<
Friday, November 20, 2009
Things/People We Are Thankful For in 2009
I mentioned as many as I could, those who I forgot I am sorry!! But id be here all day if I listed EVERYONE!! =] ~ I have to be honest so many things, just thanks from my heart, We are truly blessed and truly blessed for all our friendships and so much, thank you! =]
Awesome & Wonderful Husband & Wonderful Family Who I Love Very Much!
In laws/Parents for helping us as they do every year but this year has been crazy,thanks!
My Grandparents always being there for us when we need to talk or advice, now that you both are gone it's been tough getting though each day without you guys but we know your happy and together again, seeing your marriage last for 65+ years gives us hope.
Wonderful Friends
- Forrest & Mandy - Congratz on your wedding, we love you guys, thanks for being there always!
- William - RIP Brother we loved you very much, so sad to see you go at such a young age, still breaks our heart to this day.
- Joni & Lamont - Only have known you guys for a short time but you have been wonderful friends, Lamont Thanks for keeping a eye on hubbys back @ work!
- Bruce - We love ya bro, always giving great advice & funny jokes to make us smile
- Roman - Always knowing how to make us laugh, known you for a short time as well but you have been wonderful. Thanks for keeping a eye on hubbys back @ work!
- Weight Loss Friends - thanks for being awesome friends, motivators & being there when I have questions!
- Amy & Ms Gloria - Thanks for advice & great company when we go out & do our girly thing!
- Sean & Becca - Thanks for being great friends also, always know how to make us laugh & cheer us up when we need it!
- Dominique - My little sis, I love you & so happy for you!! ~ Baby on the way & getting married xoxo, thanks for everything too!
- Vince & Kim - Thanks for being so great also, making us smile & being there always we love you guys!
- Online gaming friends - You guys always know how to make us laugh & bring a smile to our face, one day we will meet face to face, til then you make the online gaming exp awesome!
& So many more of you!
- Our Beautiful Home that we been working on to sell for a bigger one, thanks to my family for helping us!
- My husbands awesome new job & medical
- Our Health
- Being able to get our second car *almost* back on the road (still in the shop)
- Learning how to drive & getting my license *SOON*™
- Losing almost 50lbs & 15 inches!
Friday, November 13, 2009
First Vet Reward AION
Almost 2 months have past since Aion went live, we got some goodies for being vets, this emote was one =]
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Tired, Stressed.... Sick.....
Well this past weekend was fun, hubby and I spent alot of time watching movies & Farscape. Went to a comicbook convention Sunday, but the guy that sold us a comic cough'd & sneezed all over us then finally covers his mouth & says sorry. UGH! GROSS!
Now hubby and I are both sick, tired, and stressed cause we have alot to do on the house before spring, I know this cause his dad tells me everytime I see him which is like everyday & getting very stressful.
"You guys need to finish getting things done, getting rid of the junk you don't use and packing up what you wont use til you move"
and I tell him the samething everytime.....
"Yes I know Dad, I wanna get things done on Joel's days off cause it's easier having 2 instead of one person but it's hard to get things going"
I mean sometimes I have plans to get all this stuff done but when I see hubbys tired and wants to relax, I don't say anything ... why because he works all the time and deserves that time to stand still for a bit. I know his dad is wanting rush rush rush and get everything in motion but thing is, I don't even know if hubbys ready to get a new house & have kids sometimes, he says he is but actions speak louder then words. Some days hes great and things are going well other days he acts like a child himself getting pissed off over little shit, I think it could be all the stress from his dad, work etc etc, dunno. I seriously don't know if he is stressed at work or if he can handle his new job, I have no clue what's going on cause he never talks to me about it, everytime I ask how things are going I get the thumbs up but somedays I wonder....
Well today is free food day @ applebees for vets, wonder if we are going to go or not, suppose to have a double date with our new friends Joni (who did my hair for Forrest & Mandy's wedding) and her hubby Lamot (that works with hubby). They are really fun people to be around, we go over and play rock band, watch football and just chat up and storm and hear funny shit that goes on at there work. Which is people I like to be around.
Bruce is quitting drinking, Eric is quitting drinking alot of people I know are quitting smoking/drinking which is great. People hubby and I enjoy being around =]
So just have to see how the rest of today goes, hope hubby gets back soon, I am getting worried.
Now hubby and I are both sick, tired, and stressed cause we have alot to do on the house before spring, I know this cause his dad tells me everytime I see him which is like everyday & getting very stressful.
"You guys need to finish getting things done, getting rid of the junk you don't use and packing up what you wont use til you move"
and I tell him the samething everytime.....
"Yes I know Dad, I wanna get things done on Joel's days off cause it's easier having 2 instead of one person but it's hard to get things going"
I mean sometimes I have plans to get all this stuff done but when I see hubbys tired and wants to relax, I don't say anything ... why because he works all the time and deserves that time to stand still for a bit. I know his dad is wanting rush rush rush and get everything in motion but thing is, I don't even know if hubbys ready to get a new house & have kids sometimes, he says he is but actions speak louder then words. Some days hes great and things are going well other days he acts like a child himself getting pissed off over little shit, I think it could be all the stress from his dad, work etc etc, dunno. I seriously don't know if he is stressed at work or if he can handle his new job, I have no clue what's going on cause he never talks to me about it, everytime I ask how things are going I get the thumbs up but somedays I wonder....
Well today is free food day @ applebees for vets, wonder if we are going to go or not, suppose to have a double date with our new friends Joni (who did my hair for Forrest & Mandy's wedding) and her hubby Lamot (that works with hubby). They are really fun people to be around, we go over and play rock band, watch football and just chat up and storm and hear funny shit that goes on at there work. Which is people I like to be around.
Bruce is quitting drinking, Eric is quitting drinking alot of people I know are quitting smoking/drinking which is great. People hubby and I enjoy being around =]
So just have to see how the rest of today goes, hope hubby gets back soon, I am getting worried.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
CONGRATZ MANDY & FORREST!
WE ALL LOVES YOU ~ ALL THE BEST FOR A UBER MARRIAGE =]
The wedding was awesome & so beautiful =D
The wedding was awesome & so beautiful =D
Friday, October 30, 2009
Samhain Lore (October 31st)
Samhain, (pronounced SOW-in, SAH-vin, or SAM-hayne) means "End of Summer", and is the third and final Harvest. The dark winter half of the year commences on this Sabbat.
It is generally celebrated on October 31st, but some traditions prefer November 1st. It is one of the two "spirit-nights" each year, the other being Beltane. It is a magical interval when the mundane laws of time and space are temporarily suspended, and the Thin Veil between the worlds is lifted. Communicating with ancestors and departed loved ones is easy at this time, for they journey through this world on their way to the Summerlands. It is a time to study the Dark Mysteries and honor the Dark Mother and the Dark Father, symbolized by the Crone and her aged Consort.
Originally the "Feast of the Dead" was celebrated in Celtic countries by leaving food offerings on altars and doorsteps for the "wandering dead". Today a lot of practitioners still carry out that tradition. Single candles were lit and left in a window to help guide the spirits of ancestors and loved ones home. Extra chairs were set to the table and around the hearth for the unseen guest. Apples were buried along roadsides and paths for spirits who were lost or had no descendants to provide for them. Turnips were hollowed out and carved to look like protective spirits, for this was a night of magic and chaos. The Wee Folke became very active, pulling pranks on unsuspecting humans. Traveling after dark was was not advised. People dressed in white (like ghosts), wore disguises made of straw, or dressed as the opposite gender in order to fool the Nature spirits.
This was the time that the cattle and other livestock were slaughtered for eating in the ensuing winter months. Any crops still in the field on Samhain were considered taboo, and left as offerings to the Nature spirits. Bonfires were built, (originally called bone-fires, for after feasting, the bones were thrown in the fire as offerings for healthy and plentiful livestock in the New Year) and stones were marked with peoples names. Then they were thrown into the fire, to be retrieved in the morning. The condition of the retrieved stone foretold of that person's fortune in the coming year. Hearth fires were also lit from the village bonfire to ensure unity, and the ashes were spread over the harvested fields to protect and bless the land.
Various other names for this Greater Sabbat are Third Harvest, Samana, Day of the Dead, Old Hallowmas (Scottish/Celtic), Vigil of Saman, Shadowfest (Strega), and Samhuinn. Also known as All Hallow's Eve, (that day actually falls on November 7th), and Martinmas (that is celebrated November 11th), Samhain is now generally considered the Witch's New Year.
Symbolism of Samhain:
Third Harvest, the Dark Mysteries, Rebirth through Death.
Symbols of Samhain:
Gourds, Apples, Black Cats, Jack-O-Lanterns, Besoms.
Herbs of Samhain:
Mugwort, Allspice, Broom, Catnip, Deadly Nightshade, Mandrake, Oak leaves, Sage and Straw.
Foods of Samhain:
Turnips, Apples, Gourds, Nuts, Mulled Wines, Beef, Pork, Poultry.
Incense of Samhain:
Heliotrope, Mint, Nutmeg.
Colors of Samhain:
Black, Orange, White, Silver, Gold.
Stones of Samhain:
All Black Stones, preferably jet or obsidian.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Madball - "Heavenhell"/City of Heroes
City of Heroes update at Hero Con all I have to say is: OMG I SO WANT!!
I will probably keep both accounts running after this!
Lucky it doesn't come out til probably next fall :)
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Giving Up On Weight Loss & My PC Is FUCKED!
Fucking people going to sites and shit on my pc again that they are not suppose to cause they fuck up my computer, my pc is screwed I gotta do more scans yet again.
Another thing I am ready to give up on losing weight I been at another plateau for a month and it's driving me crazy I want these last 50-55 lbs gone and it doesn't help when people don't keep there promises so all I got to say is FUCK IT ALL!
~ Noire
Another thing I am ready to give up on losing weight I been at another plateau for a month and it's driving me crazy I want these last 50-55 lbs gone and it doesn't help when people don't keep there promises so all I got to say is FUCK IT ALL!
~ Noire
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Fun Fun & Moar Fun!
It's been months of fun since hubby started his new job, every weekend we get when he's off work we play our D20 games with awesome friends like Kevin, Jason, Bruce and when Vince & Kim can make it and Mike one of hubbys old Army buddies when he is on leave. It's just been tons of fun.
This month is full of gaming but also hanging out with new friends (in between renovation work of course lol), the guys from hubbys work. We get together once in awhile and watch football, play guitar hero and rarely follows with some beer.... Not enough to get hammer'd but just enough to get a small buzz (3-4 beers) which is good for hubby & I. We are not heavy drinkers like we used to be cause well it causes problems.
I like having new friends and old friends and some friends we just like to keep out of our picture cause well they caused huge problems and they are not there anymore permanently, so yeah that's where they will stay for good cause we can't stand them.
This weekend is a Grad party for our one friend she's graduating hair dressing school, gratz girl! We are going to head over for a couple hours to say, "Hi" and have some good food & good company. But we are going to have to leave early cause hubby works a double the following day, which is understandable.
The 31st our best friends Forrest and Mandy are getting married so when hubby gets done work that day, off to PARTY some more.
Well housework and workouts done now to play AION! Til hubby gets home then it's biggest loser night AND movie night over dinner. <3
This month is full of gaming but also hanging out with new friends (in between renovation work of course lol), the guys from hubbys work. We get together once in awhile and watch football, play guitar hero and rarely follows with some beer.... Not enough to get hammer'd but just enough to get a small buzz (3-4 beers) which is good for hubby & I. We are not heavy drinkers like we used to be cause well it causes problems.
I like having new friends and old friends and some friends we just like to keep out of our picture cause well they caused huge problems and they are not there anymore permanently, so yeah that's where they will stay for good cause we can't stand them.
This weekend is a Grad party for our one friend she's graduating hair dressing school, gratz girl! We are going to head over for a couple hours to say, "Hi" and have some good food & good company. But we are going to have to leave early cause hubby works a double the following day, which is understandable.
The 31st our best friends Forrest and Mandy are getting married so when hubby gets done work that day, off to PARTY some more.
Well housework and workouts done now to play AION! Til hubby gets home then it's biggest loser night AND movie night over dinner. <3
Monday, October 19, 2009
Updates !!
Well it's now October 19th, dang where is time going!
We have been so busy with renovation work & getting things ready for the house to go on the market come spring time has just been flying by! Hubby and his dad laid the concrete yesterday in the basement, the gravel truck should be coming this Saturday to even out the backyard driveway. That way all thats left come spring is the upper driveway & another coat on the deck.
The last of inside that will be done this fall/winter is the Kitchen and Basement, and last touches on the master bedroom so I can move our room back in there, which I can't wait the spare room we are in now is SO TINY I am starting to feel claustrophobic, Hubby and I have alot of work still ahead of us, lucky he gets 3 days off a week but we are ALWAYS busy those 3 days, either D20 fun with friends (if he's off on a weekend) or renovation work or just having us time & enjoying it very much!
But we need to get back to packing shit up, already one side of the basement has some stuff we packed, basement is actually looking like one now instead of a storage bin of old room-mate shit from ages ago. I just can't wait til we are done & we get a new house, which looks clearer and clearer everyday, I hope I can find one like I did when I was looking around to see what was out there, I found a 4bed 2bath for 45,000. It was built in 2003. Very nice too. To bad we where not looking when I found it lol. I am sure something will come up : )
I also bought hubby a early Christmas gift, the WHOLE I mean WHOLE Farscape series on DVD. I found it at a local store for a pretty penny lol. But it was worth it, he is so happy. : )
I have more doc app's coming up, OBGYN see what she says about getting prego soon probably gotta get the rest of this weight off which I am trying but been very frustrating as of late.
Forrest & Mandy are getting married on Halloween, got most of our Christmas shopping done, man again time is just flying by!
Well workout and housework is done time to play Aion til hubby gets home & then it will be movie/dinner time.
We have been so busy with renovation work & getting things ready for the house to go on the market come spring time has just been flying by! Hubby and his dad laid the concrete yesterday in the basement, the gravel truck should be coming this Saturday to even out the backyard driveway. That way all thats left come spring is the upper driveway & another coat on the deck.
The last of inside that will be done this fall/winter is the Kitchen and Basement, and last touches on the master bedroom so I can move our room back in there, which I can't wait the spare room we are in now is SO TINY I am starting to feel claustrophobic, Hubby and I have alot of work still ahead of us, lucky he gets 3 days off a week but we are ALWAYS busy those 3 days, either D20 fun with friends (if he's off on a weekend) or renovation work or just having us time & enjoying it very much!
But we need to get back to packing shit up, already one side of the basement has some stuff we packed, basement is actually looking like one now instead of a storage bin of old room-mate shit from ages ago. I just can't wait til we are done & we get a new house, which looks clearer and clearer everyday, I hope I can find one like I did when I was looking around to see what was out there, I found a 4bed 2bath for 45,000. It was built in 2003. Very nice too. To bad we where not looking when I found it lol. I am sure something will come up : )
I also bought hubby a early Christmas gift, the WHOLE I mean WHOLE Farscape series on DVD. I found it at a local store for a pretty penny lol. But it was worth it, he is so happy. : )
I have more doc app's coming up, OBGYN see what she says about getting prego soon probably gotta get the rest of this weight off which I am trying but been very frustrating as of late.
Forrest & Mandy are getting married on Halloween, got most of our Christmas shopping done, man again time is just flying by!
Well workout and housework is done time to play Aion til hubby gets home & then it will be movie/dinner time.
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