This gal I can't stand anymore, or will I be ordering ANYTHING from her anymore I been trying to contact her over twitter for a year now about her videos and you know no reply so know what Amber screw ya, your not getting any business from me anymore not paying one penny to you or your site anymore. Shows how much people love business when they don't reply to there customers, I don't want her in my house or on my computer or a dvd anymore, and if I do they will be shattered into billions and trillions of pieces doesn't matter what it is I will smash it, ugh I hate her she seems so stuck up! She sucks as a wrestler anyways I never liked her to be honest. Okay one small part in the beginning but now...... fuck her.
*GRR* !!!!!!
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
GREEN LANTERN MOVIE (2011) !!!!
In brightest day, in blackest night, no evil shall escape my sight! Let those who worship evil's might beware my power... Green Lantern's light!
Directed by
Martin Campbell
Writing credits
Greg Berlanti screenplay
Michael Goldenberg screenplay
Michael Green screenplay
Marc Guggenheim screenplay
Cast
Mark Strong ... Sinestro
Ryan Reynolds ... Hal Jordan / Green Lantern
Peter Sarsgaard ... Hector Hammond
Blake Lively ... Carol Ferris
Tim Robbins ... Senator Hammond
Angela Bassett ... Dr. Amanda Waller
Temuera Morrison ... Abin Sur
Jon Tenney ... Martin H. Jordan
Nick Jones 'njfuture' ... John Stewart (rumored)
Taika Cohen ... Thomas Kalmaku (rumored)
Jenna Craig ... Carol Ferris at 11
Jenifer Rebecca Foster ... Student (uncredited)
Elton LeBlanc ... College Custodian (uncredited)
Armando Leduc ... DEO Agent #2 (uncredited)
Info from: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1133985/
Directed by
Martin Campbell
Writing credits
Greg Berlanti screenplay
Michael Goldenberg screenplay
Michael Green screenplay
Marc Guggenheim screenplay
Cast
Mark Strong ... Sinestro
Ryan Reynolds ... Hal Jordan / Green Lantern
Peter Sarsgaard ... Hector Hammond
Blake Lively ... Carol Ferris
Tim Robbins ... Senator Hammond
Angela Bassett ... Dr. Amanda Waller
Temuera Morrison ... Abin Sur
Jon Tenney ... Martin H. Jordan
Nick Jones 'njfuture' ... John Stewart (rumored)
Taika Cohen ... Thomas Kalmaku (rumored)
Jenna Craig ... Carol Ferris at 11
Jenifer Rebecca Foster ... Student (uncredited)
Elton LeBlanc ... College Custodian (uncredited)
Armando Leduc ... DEO Agent #2 (uncredited)
Info from: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1133985/
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
ONE YEAR WEIGH IN ! = )
One Year Ago I started getting back on track with my weight loss, Over 10 years ago when I graduated high school I vowed to quit smoking & I did but gained over 100lbs in the process, March 26th/09 I started my journey @ 255lbs & 51" in the waist today I am down to 190lbs & 34.5" in my waist, that's 65lbs lost & 16.5" YAY! 40lbs left to my goal of 150lbs by mid summer. That's when I go back to my OBGYN to be sure all is well if so time to start a family with my wonderful Hubby!
I thank my amazing wonderful hubby! I LOVE YOU HUNNY! Our amazing family & friends that have been here pushing me along, I couldn't of done it without any of you, you have been my PUSH your love and support from all of you has helped wonders, even when we ran into some snags with my HPV diagnoses and you guys have always stayed by us, so my hubby, friends, family all of you that have been here for us, WE LOVE YOU ! = ) Here is a vid I made below, can you tell I am excited ; )
I thank my amazing wonderful hubby! I LOVE YOU HUNNY! Our amazing family & friends that have been here pushing me along, I couldn't of done it without any of you, you have been my PUSH your love and support from all of you has helped wonders, even when we ran into some snags with my HPV diagnoses and you guys have always stayed by us, so my hubby, friends, family all of you that have been here for us, WE LOVE YOU ! = ) Here is a vid I made below, can you tell I am excited ; )
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Monday, March 22, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Thursday, March 18, 2010
YouTube/Facebook Virus
THERE IS A VIRUS SPREADING LIKE WILDFIRE ON FB. DO NOT ACCEPT ANYTHING FROM ME OR ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS THAT ASK YOU TO WATCH A VIDEO ON YOU TUBE. JUST CONFIRMED. IT IS A TROJAN WORM VIRUS. IT WILL STEAL INFO, INFEST YOUR SYSTEM AND SHUT IT DOWN. DO NOT OPEN THE LINK.
Shutup & Sweat & LOVE IT!
Yay, I have to say I always been very happy with my life in the last 5 years, I have the most awesome supportive hubby ever, my weight loss journey finally started March 26/09, I got off my arse and did something about it. I never used to be over weight til I quit smoking almost 11 years ago, then I gained over 100lbs, Hubby has been smoke free for almost a year, YAY HIM! ~ He has only gained maybe 30lbs I wanna say, but he has been 100% better about it then I was, hes got the tools I never knew about Vitamin C the best friend of quitters (quitters in a good way). I used fast food and junk food for my quitting smoking and thing is I hung around people who where already over weight so I never thought anything of it, u know?
Well the main thing is we are on track, hubby and I made a promise to one another to get rid of the bad habits in our lives before we bring little ones into this world, he made the promise to quit smoking if I lost the weight and visa versa and you know, it works! :)
Support from your loved one always helps and it's been working for us & we are even more happy now, we just celebrated 5 years on Feb 14/2010 and we couldn't ask for more, for all of those people who thought or still think we are a lost cause you know where you can take it cause we don't care about anything you say or much of them people anyways really, They're just jealous as hubby would say, and I agree 150504% and then some, lol. :)
I have not weigh'd myself in a couple weeks because I am waiting til the one year mark on March 26/2010... and you know last time I weigh'd myself I was down 63lbs and 15" on my waist ....
One more test in July & it's not far away now! ~ All goes well could be family time for us!
YAY!
So if your serious about losing weight, quit your crying and tell yourself I am going to shutup now and SWEAT! Cause I LOVE IT! ~ You will feel better too promise! ; )
Now back to getting my quitting smoking weight off, and for good and back to my fit hyper self I was 10 years ago! I wont be going back to 110lbs like back then but I will be 150 or less! That's the plan!
I like to thank my wonderful supportive loving hubby, my wonderful friends & family who been here for us and exp though the tough times when I was in a constant worry when I got diagnosed with HPV, the tests came back good to go in January but my OBGYN wants to be sure so that's the one more test in July & if all goes well and I get to my weight loss goal I want, FAMILY TIME! : )
Well the main thing is we are on track, hubby and I made a promise to one another to get rid of the bad habits in our lives before we bring little ones into this world, he made the promise to quit smoking if I lost the weight and visa versa and you know, it works! :)
Support from your loved one always helps and it's been working for us & we are even more happy now, we just celebrated 5 years on Feb 14/2010 and we couldn't ask for more, for all of those people who thought or still think we are a lost cause you know where you can take it cause we don't care about anything you say or much of them people anyways really, They're just jealous as hubby would say, and I agree 150504% and then some, lol. :)
I have not weigh'd myself in a couple weeks because I am waiting til the one year mark on March 26/2010... and you know last time I weigh'd myself I was down 63lbs and 15" on my waist ....
One more test in July & it's not far away now! ~ All goes well could be family time for us!
YAY!
So if your serious about losing weight, quit your crying and tell yourself I am going to shutup now and SWEAT! Cause I LOVE IT! ~ You will feel better too promise! ; )
Now back to getting my quitting smoking weight off, and for good and back to my fit hyper self I was 10 years ago! I wont be going back to 110lbs like back then but I will be 150 or less! That's the plan!
I like to thank my wonderful supportive loving hubby, my wonderful friends & family who been here for us and exp though the tough times when I was in a constant worry when I got diagnosed with HPV, the tests came back good to go in January but my OBGYN wants to be sure so that's the one more test in July & if all goes well and I get to my weight loss goal I want, FAMILY TIME! : )
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Friday, March 12, 2010
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Friends Forever !
Yesterday was my hubby's Grandma's funeral. It was hard for everyone this past week. I learned a lot about this side of our family over the past few days I never knew. They always have been amazing. My husband has 2 of his best friends Forrest & Vince, they been friends since they where 6 or so years old, coming up on 30 years of being friends and I know there friendships are going to continue cause they are open, honest, trusting and so many more things, when they get together and talk about things they used to do & get in trouble with growing up, it's so funny to sit and listen to the stories.
Just amazes me how much time flies when you got amazing friends. I mean just last month when hubby & I celebrated our 5 year wedding anniversary, we where like Dang where did time go? ~ All the kids running around that we met 5 years ago are now all grown up quite a few are graduated from high school or grade school it's like ....... WE ARE GETTING OLD! LOL!
Well I am finally down 63lbs last I checked I went from 255lbs last March 26/09 now to a 192lb mark, went from 51" in the waist now down to a 35.5" waist.
July is coming soon & I want to have these last 42lbs GONE! ~ That way fingers crossed all will go well with final testing at the OBGYN then fingers crossed hubby & I can start our family! ~ The kitchen is almost done now with renovations then its just the basement left and odds and ends like the driveway another coat of stain on the deck and few more ends and odds then should be good to go come may/June to SELL!
We really want/need a bigger house sooner rather than later :)
I hope everyone's have a great day!
All we have to say we thank you to friends family and the man & women upstairs that have always been here for us & kept in touch over the years, We are very thxful and blessed I am very thankful to have such a wonderful husband, family, and friends :)
True friends always keep in touch even though we might not see one another as much exp when people get married. But when something happens we are always there for one another. True friends don't talk shit behind one an others backs when there backs are turned or write something about them or there wife or husband or anything period behind there back, those friends are not friends they need to be kicked far out & never return, I know with us and those around us, don't like people like that and we don't need them in our lives, reason we hardly see those people. We have kicked all the ones we know out and I am sure there is more to follow soon.
Just amazes me how much time flies when you got amazing friends. I mean just last month when hubby & I celebrated our 5 year wedding anniversary, we where like Dang where did time go? ~ All the kids running around that we met 5 years ago are now all grown up quite a few are graduated from high school or grade school it's like ....... WE ARE GETTING OLD! LOL!
Well I am finally down 63lbs last I checked I went from 255lbs last March 26/09 now to a 192lb mark, went from 51" in the waist now down to a 35.5" waist.
July is coming soon & I want to have these last 42lbs GONE! ~ That way fingers crossed all will go well with final testing at the OBGYN then fingers crossed hubby & I can start our family! ~ The kitchen is almost done now with renovations then its just the basement left and odds and ends like the driveway another coat of stain on the deck and few more ends and odds then should be good to go come may/June to SELL!
We really want/need a bigger house sooner rather than later :)
I hope everyone's have a great day!
All we have to say we thank you to friends family and the man & women upstairs that have always been here for us & kept in touch over the years, We are very thxful and blessed I am very thankful to have such a wonderful husband, family, and friends :)
True friends always keep in touch even though we might not see one another as much exp when people get married. But when something happens we are always there for one another. True friends don't talk shit behind one an others backs when there backs are turned or write something about them or there wife or husband or anything period behind there back, those friends are not friends they need to be kicked far out & never return, I know with us and those around us, don't like people like that and we don't need them in our lives, reason we hardly see those people. We have kicked all the ones we know out and I am sure there is more to follow soon.
Monday, March 08, 2010
Sunday, March 07, 2010
Windows XP users: Don't press F1
If you're browsing the web today and see a notice that you should press the F1 key (the traditional button used to get "help" in any application), don't do it.
Microsoft is warning of a brand new exploit that can cause computers running Windows XP and using the Internet Explorer web browser to become infected with malware at the push of a button: Specifically, the F1 button.
The flaw is part of the way Visual Basic and Windows Help are implemented within IE, the upshot being that a clever hacker can code a dialog box that will allow the running of any code the hacker wants. Traditionally this means installing any kind of malware or virus on the victim's PC that a hacker desires.
The good news is that this exploit isn't extremely dangerous because it does require user interaction to install itself. Unlike some recent exploits, merely visiting an infected website won't cause harm to your computer: You actually have to "push a button" to be affected.
The bad news is that the F1 button has always been seen as harmless, more so than simply clicking "OK" on the average prompt you might see. When dismissed, the prompt can also be coded to pop up repeatedly, so getting rid of it might not be simple.
Microsoft is advising users that, until a patch can be written and released, users are advised not to press the F1 key while web browsing. No matter how many pop-ups and alerts a user receives, as long as F1 is not pressed this attack will not succeed.
Microsoft has not announced a timeline for the fix, but its next patch release is due on March 9. Hang tight, but don't ask for "help."
http://ca.tech.yahoo.com/blogs/the_working_guy/rss/article/4373
Microsoft is warning of a brand new exploit that can cause computers running Windows XP and using the Internet Explorer web browser to become infected with malware at the push of a button: Specifically, the F1 button.
The flaw is part of the way Visual Basic and Windows Help are implemented within IE, the upshot being that a clever hacker can code a dialog box that will allow the running of any code the hacker wants. Traditionally this means installing any kind of malware or virus on the victim's PC that a hacker desires.
The good news is that this exploit isn't extremely dangerous because it does require user interaction to install itself. Unlike some recent exploits, merely visiting an infected website won't cause harm to your computer: You actually have to "push a button" to be affected.
The bad news is that the F1 button has always been seen as harmless, more so than simply clicking "OK" on the average prompt you might see. When dismissed, the prompt can also be coded to pop up repeatedly, so getting rid of it might not be simple.
Microsoft is advising users that, until a patch can be written and released, users are advised not to press the F1 key while web browsing. No matter how many pop-ups and alerts a user receives, as long as F1 is not pressed this attack will not succeed.
Microsoft has not announced a timeline for the fix, but its next patch release is due on March 9. Hang tight, but don't ask for "help."
http://ca.tech.yahoo.com/blogs/the_working_guy/rss/article/4373
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Women's Olympic Hockey
CANADA = GOLD! <3 COME ON MEN! <3 BRING HOME the 2nd GOLD! ~
Our Father,who art in GM Place,hockey be thy name. Thy will be done,GOLD to be WON on ICE as well as IN THE STANDS. Give us this day,our hockey sticks,& forgive us our penalties,as we forgive those who crosscheck against us. Lead us not into elimination,but deliver us to victory, in the name of the fans, CANADA, & the HOLY PUCK AMEN! █♥█ GO CANADA GO █♥█
Canada 2 USA 0
Our Father,who art in GM Place,hockey be thy name. Thy will be done,GOLD to be WON on ICE as well as IN THE STANDS. Give us this day,our hockey sticks,& forgive us our penalties,as we forgive those who crosscheck against us. Lead us not into elimination,but deliver us to victory, in the name of the fans, CANADA, & the HOLY PUCK AMEN! █♥█ GO CANADA GO █♥█
Canada 2 USA 0
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Figures It Would Be On A D20 Gaming Weekend!
*sniff*
2xp weekend ... in AION!
Guess I could play for a bit while hubby & Bruce watch movies...
If it will be up and running Friday that is....
*sniff*
<_<>_>
^_^
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Happy 5 Year Wedding Anniversary!
5 years as of today, my post below explains much of thoughts etc
No need to post it again!
I love you baby!
Here is to many many many x infinity many more years =D
I look forward to them all with you!
No need to post it again!
I love you baby!
Here is to many many many x infinity many more years =D
I look forward to them all with you!
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Quick Post !
Going off to play Aion til hubby gets home! ~ 2XP WEEKEND! ~ HAPPY VALENTINES EVERYONE !!
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Tomorrow Hubby & I will be married 5 years!! With many many more years to come, We told one another before we got married once and only once & the last 5 years we been though a lot & it made us stronger as each day goes by we get stronger, and you know. I am proud to be your wife babe! You make me very happy & proud. Okay okay I wont go into a big mush ball ........... okay maybe just a wee bit :P
~ ♥ This is to My best friend, my husband, my love & soul mate I love you, hehe, looking forward to many more years with you, your everything to me!! ♥ Also as of today down 59lbs! ~ Weigh'd myself today since a visitor will be here tomorrow & staying a week, ya so what TMI bite meh, I got dark chocolate & know how to use it! :P ~ ♥ ~ Getting this quitting smoking weight off FOR GOOD! ~
Since Hubby's gotta work tomorrow but hes off Monday & Tuesday so we are going to celebrate then! ^_^
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Tomorrow Hubby & I will be married 5 years!! With many many more years to come, We told one another before we got married once and only once & the last 5 years we been though a lot & it made us stronger as each day goes by we get stronger, and you know. I am proud to be your wife babe! You make me very happy & proud. Okay okay I wont go into a big mush ball ........... okay maybe just a wee bit :P
~ ♥ This is to My best friend, my husband, my love & soul mate I love you, hehe, looking forward to many more years with you, your everything to me!! ♥ Also as of today down 59lbs! ~ Weigh'd myself today since a visitor will be here tomorrow & staying a week, ya so what TMI bite meh, I got dark chocolate & know how to use it! :P ~ ♥ ~ Getting this quitting smoking weight off FOR GOOD! ~
Since Hubby's gotta work tomorrow but hes off Monday & Tuesday so we are going to celebrate then! ^_^
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Wednesday, February 10, 2010
5 Years ... Right Around The Corner!
So 5 years are almost here for Hubby & I being married, it's been a awesome 5 years. Sure we have had our moments but what couple doesn't? Only makes you stronger and I know it made us stronger & makes us look forward to another 50+ years together!
We been though a lot in the last 5 years, putting up with folks that think we are a lost cause, not going to make it past our first 2 years of marriage, people who think that we are trying to change one another. There are people who still think this I am sure. But those people just come off as jealous no good ____fill in your word here____! :) Among many other things!
Thing is hubby & I don't let these people get to us cause we are not here to please them or anything of that sort, cause it's US & ALL ABOUT US & NOT THEM! We could care less.... Also ONE we made it past our first 2 years of marriage & it's now 5 years later and you know what, many many more to come which we are looking forward too, cause we love one another to dang much! ~ TWO changing one another? nah, we made promises to one another to get rid of the bad habits we had/have cause things like those habits need to get a boot before kids come long, for example: We decided to challenge one another & have fun with it, Hubby quits smoking & I lose weight, we both started almost a year ago & doing very well, hubby hasn't had a smoke in ages, me as of today I lost 57lbs total since last year. Among little changes here and there but we are doing it FOR US! ~
Those people that think those things or had nerve to BLOG about this stuff etc etc, we don't like or think to highly of anymore, reason we don't have much or anything to do with them anymore. Which is fine cause they are childish __________FILL IN YOUR WORD HERE__________!
I asked hubby what he wanted for his anniversary gift, he said he dunno, myself I don't expect much if anything at all. I am not much of a needy person when it comes to gifts and such. If anything just the stuff I use like rolling pin, mixer, the stuff that is used most often. Now books, games, all that jazz I don't need much of really, just spending time together is more then enough and everyone knows we do a lot of that, exp since hes got 3 days off a week (which we are truly blessed!) and in between renovation work we spend a lot of time together cause it's what we most enjoy. Hubby said he was getting me a new digicam cause my other one broke, a new ring cause this one has gotten HUGE since I have lost so much weight, dinner out Monday since hes working the day of our anniversary which is fine by me, but he told me there is more but wont tell me what O_O!
All I know is I have the best hubby ever & I can't wait for more and more years to come cause there is going to be many of those :)
I love you honey!! xo xo
We been though a lot in the last 5 years, putting up with folks that think we are a lost cause, not going to make it past our first 2 years of marriage, people who think that we are trying to change one another. There are people who still think this I am sure. But those people just come off as jealous no good ____fill in your word here____! :) Among many other things!
Thing is hubby & I don't let these people get to us cause we are not here to please them or anything of that sort, cause it's US & ALL ABOUT US & NOT THEM! We could care less.... Also ONE we made it past our first 2 years of marriage & it's now 5 years later and you know what, many many more to come which we are looking forward too, cause we love one another to dang much! ~ TWO changing one another? nah, we made promises to one another to get rid of the bad habits we had/have cause things like those habits need to get a boot before kids come long, for example: We decided to challenge one another & have fun with it, Hubby quits smoking & I lose weight, we both started almost a year ago & doing very well, hubby hasn't had a smoke in ages, me as of today I lost 57lbs total since last year. Among little changes here and there but we are doing it FOR US! ~
Those people that think those things or had nerve to BLOG about this stuff etc etc, we don't like or think to highly of anymore, reason we don't have much or anything to do with them anymore. Which is fine cause they are childish __________FILL IN YOUR WORD HERE__________!
I asked hubby what he wanted for his anniversary gift, he said he dunno, myself I don't expect much if anything at all. I am not much of a needy person when it comes to gifts and such. If anything just the stuff I use like rolling pin, mixer, the stuff that is used most often. Now books, games, all that jazz I don't need much of really, just spending time together is more then enough and everyone knows we do a lot of that, exp since hes got 3 days off a week (which we are truly blessed!) and in between renovation work we spend a lot of time together cause it's what we most enjoy. Hubby said he was getting me a new digicam cause my other one broke, a new ring cause this one has gotten HUGE since I have lost so much weight, dinner out Monday since hes working the day of our anniversary which is fine by me, but he told me there is more but wont tell me what O_O!
All I know is I have the best hubby ever & I can't wait for more and more years to come cause there is going to be many of those :)
I love you honey!! xo xo
Wednesday, February 03, 2010
BYE BYE 200s !!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOO! BROKE MY 200LB MARK ~ So since March 26th/09 Ive lost 56lbs total with 49lbs left to my goal of 150 I wanna get that by July this year! :) ~ Made my Feb goal now my next goal 190 or less by March 2010! :) ~ Now to relax with Aion til hubby gets home from work, making some kung po chicken for dinner! *bounce bounce bounce* SO HAPPY! I haven't been under 200 in 10 years!!!! ♥
ALSO 5yrs is right around the corner for hubby & I (14th) !!!!! YAY!!!
For those of you who said we wouldn't make it & we are a lost cause OGAY UCKFAY OURSELFYAY!!!!!!!!! :) Cause there is many more years to come!!!!!!!! :)
Monday, January 25, 2010
Life Updates!
I have to say I am very lucky & blessed to have a wonderful husband, I told him the other night, "Your the best husband ever!"
He said, "Naw, I just married the best & it makes me look good!"
He's just so awesome ^_^ ~ <3
Well on updates of life let's see...
Still working on the house, kitchen is almost half way done now kinda sorta, basement still needs work but we are on the crunch of things now, time is running out since we wanna have the house up by May/June. Gotta call my mother in law today to see if she can take some of our stuff we packed up & store it in her basement.
Health wise, blessed for our health! ~ Hubby & I went for a full blood workup to see if we where healthy, so far so good just low on Vit D. Which a lot of doctors don't check we where told but ours did. So now for 12 weeks we need to take some extra strong Vit D to get our levels back up. ~ After 12 weeks another blood test & if our levels are up, need to slap on a supplement if not we gotta run another 12 weeks with the Vit D.
Another note on health, tomorrow is weigh in day for me, been trying to weigh in every Tuesday, Last Tuesday I think I was at 207? I can't remember now. Id have to double check but I can tell I been losing more weight & quick I might add thanks to the meds my doc put me on to help speed up the process a bit. ~ My legs, arms and butt hardly have anymore fat on them, my belly is there but so much smaller, I mean I can fit into hubbys jeans and clothes now! ; )
Other than that and working on the house, we been watching a lot of movies catching up on that, we have D20 game day 1-2 times a month depending on hubbys schedule. We been visiting our friends on and off.
One thing I have noticed people get married they don't see there friends much anymore, always happens that way, just how life is. Sean & Becca got married don't see them much, Forrest & Mandy got married don't see them as much. Even us! Be honest we enjoy "US" time a lot more then going to see friends. But hey it happens just need to get over it. It Just happens like that, get the US time in before we have kids, speaking of kids......
No I am not preggers "yet" but if all goes well with the one more test in July then it will be baby time & I can kick all my meds for good exp if my weight is down where I want it :) ~ Less weight = healthier preggers for mommy & baby & easier too! ~ Also we been wanting to change a lot of our bad habits, not just for ourselves but for our future kids. (This is for those of you who THINK I am changing my hubby or he is changing me) WRONG! We are changing because WE WANT TO! We want long happy healthy lives for us and for our kids. We got rid of all the bad foods we eat & are eating healthy, quit smoking, losing weight etc etc BECAUSE WE WANT TO! We just make ourselves some goals and stick to it by challenging one another! ~ He's been smoke free coming up a year this spring, I been on track with diet/exercise for almost a year, we can do it! :)
Hubby & I are also coming up on 5 years, been awhile already, and you know we also agreed with one another many more years on top of it, millions and trillions even ; ) ~ So all you people out there that think/thought we where such a "Lost Cause" STFU! Get over yourselves. Your all one to talk with your marriages/relationships. ~ You guys are/where so called friends/family of the past & will remain there. We don't need your negativity! We don't want anything to do with you all PERIOD! Exp the ones Ive asked to be aunts/uncles to our kids, HA! Like hell that will happen now, found us some new friends/family that will take that roll because they deserve it & don't talk shit behind peoples back that are suppose to be "Friends/Family" Reason when I left Canada I left a lot of you behind, blog about this cry whine moan, we don't' care one bit honestly.
We are happy & have one another & that's how it will remain, I found my soul mate & my soul mate found me his soul mate, that wont change, we are everything to one another. Also helps a lot when our friends & family say we are the model relationship to them, like how my grandparents where the model relationship for a lot of folks too, We/I learned from them. Before we got married we said to one another, "Once and only once no divorce and no looking back all we have is forward", and that's exactly what we are planning on doing! =]
He said, "Naw, I just married the best & it makes me look good!"
He's just so awesome ^_^ ~ <3
Well on updates of life let's see...
Still working on the house, kitchen is almost half way done now kinda sorta, basement still needs work but we are on the crunch of things now, time is running out since we wanna have the house up by May/June. Gotta call my mother in law today to see if she can take some of our stuff we packed up & store it in her basement.
Health wise, blessed for our health! ~ Hubby & I went for a full blood workup to see if we where healthy, so far so good just low on Vit D. Which a lot of doctors don't check we where told but ours did. So now for 12 weeks we need to take some extra strong Vit D to get our levels back up. ~ After 12 weeks another blood test & if our levels are up, need to slap on a supplement if not we gotta run another 12 weeks with the Vit D.
Another note on health, tomorrow is weigh in day for me, been trying to weigh in every Tuesday, Last Tuesday I think I was at 207? I can't remember now. Id have to double check but I can tell I been losing more weight & quick I might add thanks to the meds my doc put me on to help speed up the process a bit. ~ My legs, arms and butt hardly have anymore fat on them, my belly is there but so much smaller, I mean I can fit into hubbys jeans and clothes now! ; )
Other than that and working on the house, we been watching a lot of movies catching up on that, we have D20 game day 1-2 times a month depending on hubbys schedule. We been visiting our friends on and off.
One thing I have noticed people get married they don't see there friends much anymore, always happens that way, just how life is. Sean & Becca got married don't see them much, Forrest & Mandy got married don't see them as much. Even us! Be honest we enjoy "US" time a lot more then going to see friends. But hey it happens just need to get over it. It Just happens like that, get the US time in before we have kids, speaking of kids......
No I am not preggers "yet" but if all goes well with the one more test in July then it will be baby time & I can kick all my meds for good exp if my weight is down where I want it :) ~ Less weight = healthier preggers for mommy & baby & easier too! ~ Also we been wanting to change a lot of our bad habits, not just for ourselves but for our future kids. (This is for those of you who THINK I am changing my hubby or he is changing me) WRONG! We are changing because WE WANT TO! We want long happy healthy lives for us and for our kids. We got rid of all the bad foods we eat & are eating healthy, quit smoking, losing weight etc etc BECAUSE WE WANT TO! We just make ourselves some goals and stick to it by challenging one another! ~ He's been smoke free coming up a year this spring, I been on track with diet/exercise for almost a year, we can do it! :)
Hubby & I are also coming up on 5 years, been awhile already, and you know we also agreed with one another many more years on top of it, millions and trillions even ; ) ~ So all you people out there that think/thought we where such a "Lost Cause" STFU! Get over yourselves. Your all one to talk with your marriages/relationships. ~ You guys are/where so called friends/family of the past & will remain there. We don't need your negativity! We don't want anything to do with you all PERIOD! Exp the ones Ive asked to be aunts/uncles to our kids, HA! Like hell that will happen now, found us some new friends/family that will take that roll because they deserve it & don't talk shit behind peoples back that are suppose to be "Friends/Family" Reason when I left Canada I left a lot of you behind, blog about this cry whine moan, we don't' care one bit honestly.
We are happy & have one another & that's how it will remain, I found my soul mate & my soul mate found me his soul mate, that wont change, we are everything to one another. Also helps a lot when our friends & family say we are the model relationship to them, like how my grandparents where the model relationship for a lot of folks too, We/I learned from them. Before we got married we said to one another, "Once and only once no divorce and no looking back all we have is forward", and that's exactly what we are planning on doing! =]
Saturday, January 09, 2010
I Have The Best Hubby Ever!
You probably are wondering why, do I need a reason he's just the best! :)
We been though A LOT in the last month, more so with Doc apps getting though the holidays, just so much going on!
Well December started out as it usually does, billions of Birthdays (mother in law, friends, mine, father in laws) - Well day after my birthday was my FIRST OBGYN APP! - This I have to be honest I wasn't looking forward too. I hadn't had a Pap in 10 years, I never knew I had to go every year, I never had any problems. Well turns out women are suppose to go every 2-3 years some every year, depends on the person. Well I took a deep breath thought to myself, what a WONDERFUL Birthday present to myself *rolls eyes*
2 weeks passed, we got though the holidays..... I got test results of a abnormal pap, I thought, wtf does that mean? OB told me we need to do further testing, I was like hm okay... week went by I was very worried to the point I started reading everything online, stopped working out, calling all our close friends the girls only of course (Amy, Ms Gloria, Kim, Mandy, Becca, My Mother in Law, Step Mother) I was like, " I am freaking out here " Finally the docs office calls back and says, "Well your test came back HPV positive" I was like, "WTF does that mean" At this point I was terrified! I started researching online, calling our friends. In tears, crying with all the info I read/heard. My step mother & some friends that been though there own HPV experience told me to calm down, after talking with everyone I finally felt a bit better.
Finally I had another app to get a conoscopy (If I spelt that right) - Now that WASN'T FUN at all !! - OB told me he didn't see anything to worry about after a hour maybe of poking around. He said there is 500 cases of HPV and 13 of them are bad/worrisome (Because if I got this info right those 13 are the ones that can cause Cervical Cancer) - The other 400 something can go away on there own by being attacked by the immune system or if it stays they just keep a eye on it to be sure kinda thing, but most men are the carriers of HPV and don't even realize it, the nurse told me, "Mine comes back abnormal every other year, so don't worry it happens to all of us at some point". WAS I RE-LEAVED! I was worried about not being able to have kids and so many other things it wasn't even funny.
But this is a few of many reasons why I have the best hubby ever! - He came into the room with me to hold my hand & keep me calm while they did the further testing, he told me, "Even if we can't have kids to me our life is perfect the way it is & I will still wanna be with you no matter what, I Love You & that wont change." - Thing is OB told me I can still have kids not to worry - The good news also is in 6 months when I go back for another test just to be sure all is okay, if all is okay I could kick my meds for good & we can start trying for a family. I am pretty excited as is hubby. July can't come soon enough! But don't wanna rush it :)
We got a lot of work yet to do with the house, down to the kitchen/basement as the last two rooms, I been back on track with weight loss since yesterday & I lost 1lb since, over 40 lost now & 15 inches, still got about 50-55 to go! :)
I am just very happy as is hubby, now to get on with our fav part of the day! - Movie/Dinner/Cuddled up on the couch :) - We are one anothers fav person we tell one another that all the time. I am truly blessed & happy to have found him, he's my soul mate & I love him very much!
Thanks Again Everyone for your thoughts & prayers means a lot to us, those friends that have been here for us your all the greatest, WE LOVE YOU GUYS! :)
We been though A LOT in the last month, more so with Doc apps getting though the holidays, just so much going on!
Well December started out as it usually does, billions of Birthdays (mother in law, friends, mine, father in laws) - Well day after my birthday was my FIRST OBGYN APP! - This I have to be honest I wasn't looking forward too. I hadn't had a Pap in 10 years, I never knew I had to go every year, I never had any problems. Well turns out women are suppose to go every 2-3 years some every year, depends on the person. Well I took a deep breath thought to myself, what a WONDERFUL Birthday present to myself *rolls eyes*
2 weeks passed, we got though the holidays..... I got test results of a abnormal pap, I thought, wtf does that mean? OB told me we need to do further testing, I was like hm okay... week went by I was very worried to the point I started reading everything online, stopped working out, calling all our close friends the girls only of course (Amy, Ms Gloria, Kim, Mandy, Becca, My Mother in Law, Step Mother) I was like, " I am freaking out here " Finally the docs office calls back and says, "Well your test came back HPV positive" I was like, "WTF does that mean" At this point I was terrified! I started researching online, calling our friends. In tears, crying with all the info I read/heard. My step mother & some friends that been though there own HPV experience told me to calm down, after talking with everyone I finally felt a bit better.
Finally I had another app to get a conoscopy (If I spelt that right) - Now that WASN'T FUN at all !! - OB told me he didn't see anything to worry about after a hour maybe of poking around. He said there is 500 cases of HPV and 13 of them are bad/worrisome (Because if I got this info right those 13 are the ones that can cause Cervical Cancer) - The other 400 something can go away on there own by being attacked by the immune system or if it stays they just keep a eye on it to be sure kinda thing, but most men are the carriers of HPV and don't even realize it, the nurse told me, "Mine comes back abnormal every other year, so don't worry it happens to all of us at some point". WAS I RE-LEAVED! I was worried about not being able to have kids and so many other things it wasn't even funny.
But this is a few of many reasons why I have the best hubby ever! - He came into the room with me to hold my hand & keep me calm while they did the further testing, he told me, "Even if we can't have kids to me our life is perfect the way it is & I will still wanna be with you no matter what, I Love You & that wont change." - Thing is OB told me I can still have kids not to worry - The good news also is in 6 months when I go back for another test just to be sure all is okay, if all is okay I could kick my meds for good & we can start trying for a family. I am pretty excited as is hubby. July can't come soon enough! But don't wanna rush it :)
We got a lot of work yet to do with the house, down to the kitchen/basement as the last two rooms, I been back on track with weight loss since yesterday & I lost 1lb since, over 40 lost now & 15 inches, still got about 50-55 to go! :)
I am just very happy as is hubby, now to get on with our fav part of the day! - Movie/Dinner/Cuddled up on the couch :) - We are one anothers fav person we tell one another that all the time. I am truly blessed & happy to have found him, he's my soul mate & I love him very much!
Thanks Again Everyone for your thoughts & prayers means a lot to us, those friends that have been here for us your all the greatest, WE LOVE YOU GUYS! :)
Sunday, January 03, 2010
Monday, December 28, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
Updates & Happy Holidays!
It's that time of year again when everything is coming to a close & a new year is getting ready to begin, I have to say this years been so so, not the greatest but pretty good none the least.
We had a lot of sad times this year, let's start back at the beginning....
Jan - Was a so so month, after all it was the one year anniversary of losing my Grandpa who was like a father to me, it was hard but we got though it, still hard today but getting by....
Feb - Month of LOVE! ~ Hubby & I celebrated our 4 year wedding anniversary, it was a pretty good month, cold out snow all that fun stuff but we realized out fav times are with one another watching movies & just hanging out, we don't need to go out places & spend a lot of money to have a good time. Each other is enough (and of course gaming with great friends)
March - Was a pretty busy month getting things still on the go with renovating, I was still not working but hubby is cool with that, so I had been working on the house & playing online games while hubby was at work & when he got home we spent time together. This month I had finally got into a clinic for some check ups, found I weighed 250lbs and 51 inch waist....
April - Hubbys BIRTHDAY! ~ Was another good month, busy but good :) Hubby also was told about a new job with 100% medical as a Security guard, like the job he was doing at the time but had more perks and the benefits for both of us and any kids we have, so he went for it.
May - Hubby starts the new job, great month, he can work 4 days a week 10 hr days, which is perfect, means more us time which we enjoy :) ~ Still busy with home renovation stuff exp since spring started some what earlier then normal :) But this was another sad month due to a friend of ours who passed away unexpectedly :( ~ We miss you William ~ xo
June - Hubbys Job is going well, my health been doing A LOT better, things are going well :) ~ Busy with renovation stuff still, going to be til Spring 2010.
July - Check up for me, things are going really well, busy month :)
Aug - BUSY - Hubby got all his gear for his new job, but sad month also, Grandma died, she broke her hip & pretty much gave up, we knew she did when she said she wanted to be with Grandpa, she passed in her sleep. :( ~ I couldn't make the funeral due to lack of funds since hubby started his new job, but Grandma would of understood.
Sept - still a busy month and sad times, Hubby & I spent a lot of time together
Oct - Busy month but the wedding of my brother in law Forrest & best friend Mandy :) ~ YAY! ~ Busy is never ending ; )
Nov - Busy month of Thanksgiving, work and house stuff = STILL lol. But good news is only rooms left are Kitchen & Basement.
Dec - Many birthdays!! Our family/friends: DeeDee, Mikeal, Vince, Mom, Dad whew many many EVEN MINE! It's been a busy month & sad around my birthday since I was so used to my Grandma calling every year on my Birthday for the last 28 years and then bam, no call. It was hard but got though it thanks to my wonderful hubby & friends :) ~
Been great month though, got some great things from Hubby, family & friends. Getting ready for Christmas, planning on Christmas eve with my father in law & his gf then spending the night at my mother in laws so we can wake the next morning for Presents & Breakfast instead of doing a Christmas dinner type thing.
This past weekend we did a Christmas D20 game with a TON of our awesome friends & I made ham, turkey and tons of other food (still have left overs) ~ After dinner we played KILLER BUNNIES & CAR WARS! ~
In between all the doc apps I been going to making sure my body is doing alright & be sure I am in check after losing about 45lbs & 15 inches, Hubby & I are hoping for a clean bill of health to see what we can do next before starting our family since we wanna have 4-8 kids um yeah we wanna make sure we are healthy :)
Hubbys off new years eve, we where planning to invite a few friends over for movies or maybe one of the guys at his work plan to do something, either way we can't wait :)
Also thinking of getting rid of the phone & going with something more simple, no one calls and the only time we use it is to talk with people about the games we play with them which is rare since we use the online method 99% of the time over Pardus or Facebook. We will only call people when we actually have something to talk about, no point on sitting on the phone & talking when we have nothing to talk about, hubby & I said that months ago :P ~ There is only a few folks worth talking to anyways.
We can't wait til the spring, comicon & friends coming in from outta town to go with us, more friends here to come with us, going to be very exciting. New year new things, hope good things exp with docs apps and getting things on track, I hope to be my skinny self I was by the end of next year since I only got about another 50-60lbs to lose at most. I have a feeling its gonna be a good year.
Only thing hubby & I want for Christmas is to get the news all is okay & we can start a family soon :)
We had a lot of sad times this year, let's start back at the beginning....
Jan - Was a so so month, after all it was the one year anniversary of losing my Grandpa who was like a father to me, it was hard but we got though it, still hard today but getting by....
Feb - Month of LOVE! ~ Hubby & I celebrated our 4 year wedding anniversary, it was a pretty good month, cold out snow all that fun stuff but we realized out fav times are with one another watching movies & just hanging out, we don't need to go out places & spend a lot of money to have a good time. Each other is enough (and of course gaming with great friends)
March - Was a pretty busy month getting things still on the go with renovating, I was still not working but hubby is cool with that, so I had been working on the house & playing online games while hubby was at work & when he got home we spent time together. This month I had finally got into a clinic for some check ups, found I weighed 250lbs and 51 inch waist....
April - Hubbys BIRTHDAY! ~ Was another good month, busy but good :) Hubby also was told about a new job with 100% medical as a Security guard, like the job he was doing at the time but had more perks and the benefits for both of us and any kids we have, so he went for it.
May - Hubby starts the new job, great month, he can work 4 days a week 10 hr days, which is perfect, means more us time which we enjoy :) ~ Still busy with home renovation stuff exp since spring started some what earlier then normal :) But this was another sad month due to a friend of ours who passed away unexpectedly :( ~ We miss you William ~ xo
June - Hubbys Job is going well, my health been doing A LOT better, things are going well :) ~ Busy with renovation stuff still, going to be til Spring 2010.
July - Check up for me, things are going really well, busy month :)
Aug - BUSY - Hubby got all his gear for his new job, but sad month also, Grandma died, she broke her hip & pretty much gave up, we knew she did when she said she wanted to be with Grandpa, she passed in her sleep. :( ~ I couldn't make the funeral due to lack of funds since hubby started his new job, but Grandma would of understood.
Sept - still a busy month and sad times, Hubby & I spent a lot of time together
Oct - Busy month but the wedding of my brother in law Forrest & best friend Mandy :) ~ YAY! ~ Busy is never ending ; )
Nov - Busy month of Thanksgiving, work and house stuff = STILL lol. But good news is only rooms left are Kitchen & Basement.
Dec - Many birthdays!! Our family/friends: DeeDee, Mikeal, Vince, Mom, Dad whew many many EVEN MINE! It's been a busy month & sad around my birthday since I was so used to my Grandma calling every year on my Birthday for the last 28 years and then bam, no call. It was hard but got though it thanks to my wonderful hubby & friends :) ~
Been great month though, got some great things from Hubby, family & friends. Getting ready for Christmas, planning on Christmas eve with my father in law & his gf then spending the night at my mother in laws so we can wake the next morning for Presents & Breakfast instead of doing a Christmas dinner type thing.
This past weekend we did a Christmas D20 game with a TON of our awesome friends & I made ham, turkey and tons of other food (still have left overs) ~ After dinner we played KILLER BUNNIES & CAR WARS! ~
In between all the doc apps I been going to making sure my body is doing alright & be sure I am in check after losing about 45lbs & 15 inches, Hubby & I are hoping for a clean bill of health to see what we can do next before starting our family since we wanna have 4-8 kids um yeah we wanna make sure we are healthy :)
Hubbys off new years eve, we where planning to invite a few friends over for movies or maybe one of the guys at his work plan to do something, either way we can't wait :)
Also thinking of getting rid of the phone & going with something more simple, no one calls and the only time we use it is to talk with people about the games we play with them which is rare since we use the online method 99% of the time over Pardus or Facebook. We will only call people when we actually have something to talk about, no point on sitting on the phone & talking when we have nothing to talk about, hubby & I said that months ago :P ~ There is only a few folks worth talking to anyways.
We can't wait til the spring, comicon & friends coming in from outta town to go with us, more friends here to come with us, going to be very exciting. New year new things, hope good things exp with docs apps and getting things on track, I hope to be my skinny self I was by the end of next year since I only got about another 50-60lbs to lose at most. I have a feeling its gonna be a good year.
Only thing hubby & I want for Christmas is to get the news all is okay & we can start a family soon :)
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Monday, December 07, 2009
Ty For The Birthday Wishes!/Bloodwork Test Results!
This one comes from my friend John (aka BlackberryThorn in City of Heroes)- I nao 28 & Almost 50lbs lighter with around 50lbish to go!! Went from a 51 inch waist to now a 35... I smaller than Hubby?! Nao that's scary! =] -- Happy Birthday to John as well hes like my twin brother since we where born on the same day same year =P
Well as most of you know March 2009 I had a fasting test done, at the hour mark my level was at 219 ! ~ 1 point off of being Diabetic (Diabetic 220+ Normal 126 or less)
So yeah Diabetes does run in my family, and after I quit smoking 10 years ago I got lazy... BAD TINA! It's been in the males I thought I can't get it, I thought wrong or really close too. So here is to kicking it before it happens!
SO ....
Last Friday I went to get my results of my blood work I had another fasting test ANNNNNNNNND.......... my level at the hour mark today - 148 !!!
PROGRESS!!!
^_^
YAY!!
I go back in 3 months see how things are going, tomorrow I got into the OBGYN!
So here is to hoping for more good news like........
hey try & get preggers or something!
Hubby and I wanna start a family and have 4 or more kids :)
House is almost finished too, kitchen and basement still but master bedroom is done and we are moving back in there this week =]
I am truly blessed & today turning a year older as well!
I was bummed for a bit due to in the last 28 yrs of my life getting a phone call/card from Grandma & not getting one this year but I know she wouldn't want me to be sad.
I am almost almost down 50lbs since march another 50 to my goal, I got the biggest loser dvd the new one called : Last Chance Workout ~ ya it kicked my ass..... says I can lose 30lbs in 6 weeks I hope so cause that would mean 20-25lbs left to my goal!
Wish me luck!
Well as most of you know March 2009 I had a fasting test done, at the hour mark my level was at 219 ! ~ 1 point off of being Diabetic (Diabetic 220+ Normal 126 or less)
So yeah Diabetes does run in my family, and after I quit smoking 10 years ago I got lazy... BAD TINA! It's been in the males I thought I can't get it, I thought wrong or really close too. So here is to kicking it before it happens!
SO ....
Last Friday I went to get my results of my blood work I had another fasting test ANNNNNNNNND.......... my level at the hour mark today - 148 !!!
PROGRESS!!!
^_^
YAY!!
I go back in 3 months see how things are going, tomorrow I got into the OBGYN!
So here is to hoping for more good news like........
hey try & get preggers or something!
Hubby and I wanna start a family and have 4 or more kids :)
House is almost finished too, kitchen and basement still but master bedroom is done and we are moving back in there this week =]
I am truly blessed & today turning a year older as well!
I was bummed for a bit due to in the last 28 yrs of my life getting a phone call/card from Grandma & not getting one this year but I know she wouldn't want me to be sad.
I am almost almost down 50lbs since march another 50 to my goal, I got the biggest loser dvd the new one called : Last Chance Workout ~ ya it kicked my ass..... says I can lose 30lbs in 6 weeks I hope so cause that would mean 20-25lbs left to my goal!
Wish me luck!
Thursday, December 03, 2009
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Can You Say Holy Crap!
Can't wait til we get our new house so hubby can start gaming with me again!!
Looks like they are doing all out with this game in months/years to come, looks like by just the vid ~ Lvl cap is going up, new powers, housing - making your own town? O_O! What it looks like!, Underwater swimming & cities, mounts OMFG of awesomeness =] YOU MUST WATCH IT! *goes back to watching it* =]
OH I ALSO LOVE THE NEW AVG ~ It tells me when people put USBs or Data Drives into my pc when I am not around & scans them fully & tells me what's on them & what time it was put in, I LOVE TECH! <3 Cause I noticed @ 2am Sunday morning one was put in my computer someone is gonna get in trouble! D:<
Looks like they are doing all out with this game in months/years to come, looks like by just the vid ~ Lvl cap is going up, new powers, housing - making your own town? O_O! What it looks like!, Underwater swimming & cities, mounts OMFG of awesomeness =] YOU MUST WATCH IT! *goes back to watching it* =]
OH I ALSO LOVE THE NEW AVG ~ It tells me when people put USBs or Data Drives into my pc when I am not around & scans them fully & tells me what's on them & what time it was put in, I LOVE TECH! <3 Cause I noticed @ 2am Sunday morning one was put in my computer someone is gonna get in trouble! D:<
Friday, November 20, 2009
Things/People We Are Thankful For in 2009
I mentioned as many as I could, those who I forgot I am sorry!! But id be here all day if I listed EVERYONE!! =] ~ I have to be honest so many things, just thanks from my heart, We are truly blessed and truly blessed for all our friendships and so much, thank you! =]
Awesome & Wonderful Husband & Wonderful Family Who I Love Very Much!
In laws/Parents for helping us as they do every year but this year has been crazy,thanks!
My Grandparents always being there for us when we need to talk or advice, now that you both are gone it's been tough getting though each day without you guys but we know your happy and together again, seeing your marriage last for 65+ years gives us hope.
Wonderful Friends
- Forrest & Mandy - Congratz on your wedding, we love you guys, thanks for being there always!
- William - RIP Brother we loved you very much, so sad to see you go at such a young age, still breaks our heart to this day.
- Joni & Lamont - Only have known you guys for a short time but you have been wonderful friends, Lamont Thanks for keeping a eye on hubbys back @ work!
- Bruce - We love ya bro, always giving great advice & funny jokes to make us smile
- Roman - Always knowing how to make us laugh, known you for a short time as well but you have been wonderful. Thanks for keeping a eye on hubbys back @ work!
- Weight Loss Friends - thanks for being awesome friends, motivators & being there when I have questions!
- Amy & Ms Gloria - Thanks for advice & great company when we go out & do our girly thing!
- Sean & Becca - Thanks for being great friends also, always know how to make us laugh & cheer us up when we need it!
- Dominique - My little sis, I love you & so happy for you!! ~ Baby on the way & getting married xoxo, thanks for everything too!
- Vince & Kim - Thanks for being so great also, making us smile & being there always we love you guys!
- Online gaming friends - You guys always know how to make us laugh & bring a smile to our face, one day we will meet face to face, til then you make the online gaming exp awesome!
& So many more of you!
- Our Beautiful Home that we been working on to sell for a bigger one, thanks to my family for helping us!
- My husbands awesome new job & medical
- Our Health
- Being able to get our second car *almost* back on the road (still in the shop)
- Learning how to drive & getting my license *SOON*™
- Losing almost 50lbs & 15 inches!
Friday, November 13, 2009
First Vet Reward AION
Almost 2 months have past since Aion went live, we got some goodies for being vets, this emote was one =]
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Tired, Stressed.... Sick.....
Well this past weekend was fun, hubby and I spent alot of time watching movies & Farscape. Went to a comicbook convention Sunday, but the guy that sold us a comic cough'd & sneezed all over us then finally covers his mouth & says sorry. UGH! GROSS!
Now hubby and I are both sick, tired, and stressed cause we have alot to do on the house before spring, I know this cause his dad tells me everytime I see him which is like everyday & getting very stressful.
"You guys need to finish getting things done, getting rid of the junk you don't use and packing up what you wont use til you move"
and I tell him the samething everytime.....
"Yes I know Dad, I wanna get things done on Joel's days off cause it's easier having 2 instead of one person but it's hard to get things going"
I mean sometimes I have plans to get all this stuff done but when I see hubbys tired and wants to relax, I don't say anything ... why because he works all the time and deserves that time to stand still for a bit. I know his dad is wanting rush rush rush and get everything in motion but thing is, I don't even know if hubbys ready to get a new house & have kids sometimes, he says he is but actions speak louder then words. Some days hes great and things are going well other days he acts like a child himself getting pissed off over little shit, I think it could be all the stress from his dad, work etc etc, dunno. I seriously don't know if he is stressed at work or if he can handle his new job, I have no clue what's going on cause he never talks to me about it, everytime I ask how things are going I get the thumbs up but somedays I wonder....
Well today is free food day @ applebees for vets, wonder if we are going to go or not, suppose to have a double date with our new friends Joni (who did my hair for Forrest & Mandy's wedding) and her hubby Lamot (that works with hubby). They are really fun people to be around, we go over and play rock band, watch football and just chat up and storm and hear funny shit that goes on at there work. Which is people I like to be around.
Bruce is quitting drinking, Eric is quitting drinking alot of people I know are quitting smoking/drinking which is great. People hubby and I enjoy being around =]
So just have to see how the rest of today goes, hope hubby gets back soon, I am getting worried.
Now hubby and I are both sick, tired, and stressed cause we have alot to do on the house before spring, I know this cause his dad tells me everytime I see him which is like everyday & getting very stressful.
"You guys need to finish getting things done, getting rid of the junk you don't use and packing up what you wont use til you move"
and I tell him the samething everytime.....
"Yes I know Dad, I wanna get things done on Joel's days off cause it's easier having 2 instead of one person but it's hard to get things going"
I mean sometimes I have plans to get all this stuff done but when I see hubbys tired and wants to relax, I don't say anything ... why because he works all the time and deserves that time to stand still for a bit. I know his dad is wanting rush rush rush and get everything in motion but thing is, I don't even know if hubbys ready to get a new house & have kids sometimes, he says he is but actions speak louder then words. Some days hes great and things are going well other days he acts like a child himself getting pissed off over little shit, I think it could be all the stress from his dad, work etc etc, dunno. I seriously don't know if he is stressed at work or if he can handle his new job, I have no clue what's going on cause he never talks to me about it, everytime I ask how things are going I get the thumbs up but somedays I wonder....
Well today is free food day @ applebees for vets, wonder if we are going to go or not, suppose to have a double date with our new friends Joni (who did my hair for Forrest & Mandy's wedding) and her hubby Lamot (that works with hubby). They are really fun people to be around, we go over and play rock band, watch football and just chat up and storm and hear funny shit that goes on at there work. Which is people I like to be around.
Bruce is quitting drinking, Eric is quitting drinking alot of people I know are quitting smoking/drinking which is great. People hubby and I enjoy being around =]
So just have to see how the rest of today goes, hope hubby gets back soon, I am getting worried.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
CONGRATZ MANDY & FORREST!
WE ALL LOVES YOU ~ ALL THE BEST FOR A UBER MARRIAGE =]
The wedding was awesome & so beautiful =D
The wedding was awesome & so beautiful =D
Friday, October 30, 2009
Samhain Lore (October 31st)
Samhain, (pronounced SOW-in, SAH-vin, or SAM-hayne) means "End of Summer", and is the third and final Harvest. The dark winter half of the year commences on this Sabbat.
It is generally celebrated on October 31st, but some traditions prefer November 1st. It is one of the two "spirit-nights" each year, the other being Beltane. It is a magical interval when the mundane laws of time and space are temporarily suspended, and the Thin Veil between the worlds is lifted. Communicating with ancestors and departed loved ones is easy at this time, for they journey through this world on their way to the Summerlands. It is a time to study the Dark Mysteries and honor the Dark Mother and the Dark Father, symbolized by the Crone and her aged Consort.
Originally the "Feast of the Dead" was celebrated in Celtic countries by leaving food offerings on altars and doorsteps for the "wandering dead". Today a lot of practitioners still carry out that tradition. Single candles were lit and left in a window to help guide the spirits of ancestors and loved ones home. Extra chairs were set to the table and around the hearth for the unseen guest. Apples were buried along roadsides and paths for spirits who were lost or had no descendants to provide for them. Turnips were hollowed out and carved to look like protective spirits, for this was a night of magic and chaos. The Wee Folke became very active, pulling pranks on unsuspecting humans. Traveling after dark was was not advised. People dressed in white (like ghosts), wore disguises made of straw, or dressed as the opposite gender in order to fool the Nature spirits.
This was the time that the cattle and other livestock were slaughtered for eating in the ensuing winter months. Any crops still in the field on Samhain were considered taboo, and left as offerings to the Nature spirits. Bonfires were built, (originally called bone-fires, for after feasting, the bones were thrown in the fire as offerings for healthy and plentiful livestock in the New Year) and stones were marked with peoples names. Then they were thrown into the fire, to be retrieved in the morning. The condition of the retrieved stone foretold of that person's fortune in the coming year. Hearth fires were also lit from the village bonfire to ensure unity, and the ashes were spread over the harvested fields to protect and bless the land.
Various other names for this Greater Sabbat are Third Harvest, Samana, Day of the Dead, Old Hallowmas (Scottish/Celtic), Vigil of Saman, Shadowfest (Strega), and Samhuinn. Also known as All Hallow's Eve, (that day actually falls on November 7th), and Martinmas (that is celebrated November 11th), Samhain is now generally considered the Witch's New Year.
Symbolism of Samhain:
Third Harvest, the Dark Mysteries, Rebirth through Death.
Symbols of Samhain:
Gourds, Apples, Black Cats, Jack-O-Lanterns, Besoms.
Herbs of Samhain:
Mugwort, Allspice, Broom, Catnip, Deadly Nightshade, Mandrake, Oak leaves, Sage and Straw.
Foods of Samhain:
Turnips, Apples, Gourds, Nuts, Mulled Wines, Beef, Pork, Poultry.
Incense of Samhain:
Heliotrope, Mint, Nutmeg.
Colors of Samhain:
Black, Orange, White, Silver, Gold.
Stones of Samhain:
All Black Stones, preferably jet or obsidian.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Madball - "Heavenhell"/City of Heroes
City of Heroes update at Hero Con all I have to say is: OMG I SO WANT!!
I will probably keep both accounts running after this!
Lucky it doesn't come out til probably next fall :)
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Giving Up On Weight Loss & My PC Is FUCKED!
Fucking people going to sites and shit on my pc again that they are not suppose to cause they fuck up my computer, my pc is screwed I gotta do more scans yet again.
Another thing I am ready to give up on losing weight I been at another plateau for a month and it's driving me crazy I want these last 50-55 lbs gone and it doesn't help when people don't keep there promises so all I got to say is FUCK IT ALL!
~ Noire
Another thing I am ready to give up on losing weight I been at another plateau for a month and it's driving me crazy I want these last 50-55 lbs gone and it doesn't help when people don't keep there promises so all I got to say is FUCK IT ALL!
~ Noire
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Fun Fun & Moar Fun!
It's been months of fun since hubby started his new job, every weekend we get when he's off work we play our D20 games with awesome friends like Kevin, Jason, Bruce and when Vince & Kim can make it and Mike one of hubbys old Army buddies when he is on leave. It's just been tons of fun.
This month is full of gaming but also hanging out with new friends (in between renovation work of course lol), the guys from hubbys work. We get together once in awhile and watch football, play guitar hero and rarely follows with some beer.... Not enough to get hammer'd but just enough to get a small buzz (3-4 beers) which is good for hubby & I. We are not heavy drinkers like we used to be cause well it causes problems.
I like having new friends and old friends and some friends we just like to keep out of our picture cause well they caused huge problems and they are not there anymore permanently, so yeah that's where they will stay for good cause we can't stand them.
This weekend is a Grad party for our one friend she's graduating hair dressing school, gratz girl! We are going to head over for a couple hours to say, "Hi" and have some good food & good company. But we are going to have to leave early cause hubby works a double the following day, which is understandable.
The 31st our best friends Forrest and Mandy are getting married so when hubby gets done work that day, off to PARTY some more.
Well housework and workouts done now to play AION! Til hubby gets home then it's biggest loser night AND movie night over dinner. <3
This month is full of gaming but also hanging out with new friends (in between renovation work of course lol), the guys from hubbys work. We get together once in awhile and watch football, play guitar hero and rarely follows with some beer.... Not enough to get hammer'd but just enough to get a small buzz (3-4 beers) which is good for hubby & I. We are not heavy drinkers like we used to be cause well it causes problems.
I like having new friends and old friends and some friends we just like to keep out of our picture cause well they caused huge problems and they are not there anymore permanently, so yeah that's where they will stay for good cause we can't stand them.
This weekend is a Grad party for our one friend she's graduating hair dressing school, gratz girl! We are going to head over for a couple hours to say, "Hi" and have some good food & good company. But we are going to have to leave early cause hubby works a double the following day, which is understandable.
The 31st our best friends Forrest and Mandy are getting married so when hubby gets done work that day, off to PARTY some more.
Well housework and workouts done now to play AION! Til hubby gets home then it's biggest loser night AND movie night over dinner. <3
Monday, October 19, 2009
Updates !!
Well it's now October 19th, dang where is time going!
We have been so busy with renovation work & getting things ready for the house to go on the market come spring time has just been flying by! Hubby and his dad laid the concrete yesterday in the basement, the gravel truck should be coming this Saturday to even out the backyard driveway. That way all thats left come spring is the upper driveway & another coat on the deck.
The last of inside that will be done this fall/winter is the Kitchen and Basement, and last touches on the master bedroom so I can move our room back in there, which I can't wait the spare room we are in now is SO TINY I am starting to feel claustrophobic, Hubby and I have alot of work still ahead of us, lucky he gets 3 days off a week but we are ALWAYS busy those 3 days, either D20 fun with friends (if he's off on a weekend) or renovation work or just having us time & enjoying it very much!
But we need to get back to packing shit up, already one side of the basement has some stuff we packed, basement is actually looking like one now instead of a storage bin of old room-mate shit from ages ago. I just can't wait til we are done & we get a new house, which looks clearer and clearer everyday, I hope I can find one like I did when I was looking around to see what was out there, I found a 4bed 2bath for 45,000. It was built in 2003. Very nice too. To bad we where not looking when I found it lol. I am sure something will come up : )
I also bought hubby a early Christmas gift, the WHOLE I mean WHOLE Farscape series on DVD. I found it at a local store for a pretty penny lol. But it was worth it, he is so happy. : )
I have more doc app's coming up, OBGYN see what she says about getting prego soon probably gotta get the rest of this weight off which I am trying but been very frustrating as of late.
Forrest & Mandy are getting married on Halloween, got most of our Christmas shopping done, man again time is just flying by!
Well workout and housework is done time to play Aion til hubby gets home & then it will be movie/dinner time.
We have been so busy with renovation work & getting things ready for the house to go on the market come spring time has just been flying by! Hubby and his dad laid the concrete yesterday in the basement, the gravel truck should be coming this Saturday to even out the backyard driveway. That way all thats left come spring is the upper driveway & another coat on the deck.
The last of inside that will be done this fall/winter is the Kitchen and Basement, and last touches on the master bedroom so I can move our room back in there, which I can't wait the spare room we are in now is SO TINY I am starting to feel claustrophobic, Hubby and I have alot of work still ahead of us, lucky he gets 3 days off a week but we are ALWAYS busy those 3 days, either D20 fun with friends (if he's off on a weekend) or renovation work or just having us time & enjoying it very much!
But we need to get back to packing shit up, already one side of the basement has some stuff we packed, basement is actually looking like one now instead of a storage bin of old room-mate shit from ages ago. I just can't wait til we are done & we get a new house, which looks clearer and clearer everyday, I hope I can find one like I did when I was looking around to see what was out there, I found a 4bed 2bath for 45,000. It was built in 2003. Very nice too. To bad we where not looking when I found it lol. I am sure something will come up : )
I also bought hubby a early Christmas gift, the WHOLE I mean WHOLE Farscape series on DVD. I found it at a local store for a pretty penny lol. But it was worth it, he is so happy. : )
I have more doc app's coming up, OBGYN see what she says about getting prego soon probably gotta get the rest of this weight off which I am trying but been very frustrating as of late.
Forrest & Mandy are getting married on Halloween, got most of our Christmas shopping done, man again time is just flying by!
Well workout and housework is done time to play Aion til hubby gets home & then it will be movie/dinner time.
Harvest Revel - Halloween Event! AION!
During the fall harvest, from time immemorial, the people of Atreia have celebrated the bounty of the land. Years ago, the joy of the annual revels was troubled by an eclipse - a peculiar and magical eclipse that brought darkness to Asmodae and Elysea. Ever since, for days during Harvest Revel, the sky goes dark and the peoples of Atreia join the hunt.
Asmodians find soothing peace during the dark days of the Harvest Revel. They celebrate by racing after the Wild Kurthanir hunt leader during the Wild Hunt and cooking special traditional dishes.
Elyos endure the dark days because during them the dead of Elysea are restless. Undead creatures rise from the grave every few hours, pulled back into a semblance of life by the power of the eclipse. Elyos must join roving Dark Night bands to hunt and destroy the undead before they invade Elyos villages.
Log in each day during Harvest Revel. Celebrate with us and every day rewards your investment with new Aion lore and tasty treats!
Harvest Revel
Begin: October 25, 2009
End: October 31, 2009
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Asmodians find soothing peace during the dark days of the Harvest Revel. They celebrate by racing after the Wild Kurthanir hunt leader during the Wild Hunt and cooking special traditional dishes.
Elyos endure the dark days because during them the dead of Elysea are restless. Undead creatures rise from the grave every few hours, pulled back into a semblance of life by the power of the eclipse. Elyos must join roving Dark Night bands to hunt and destroy the undead before they invade Elyos villages.
Log in each day during Harvest Revel. Celebrate with us and every day rewards your investment with new Aion lore and tasty treats!
Harvest Revel
Begin: October 25, 2009
End: October 31, 2009
May your wings be strong and swift! We'll see you in Atreia!
http://na.aiononline.com/board/notices/view?articleID=130&page=
Saturday, October 10, 2009
What Does Today Have In Store
Well it's now Saturday, feeling a lot better today minus the cats walking all over everything I am trying to accomplish lol. Let's see what did I get done today....
~ Helped hubby polish his boots for work
~ Dishes
~ Cleaned down the cupboards
~ Cleaned down & out the microwave
~ Cleaned out the Fridge & Freezer
~ Cleaned down the counter tops
~ Swept & Mopped all floors
~ Cleaned the carpet in the bedroom
~ Made the bed
~ Cleaned the living room
~ Cleaned the bathroom
~ Laundry
Quite a few things really =)
I just got done eating a apple & a spoon of peanut butter, now I have my kitty on my lap, purring his ass off lol. We where to have a moving yard sale today but its TO COLD!
So now that things are all gravy, taking a day off from working out, I am going to kick back & play Aion til hubby gets home, speaking of he should be calling anytime from work on his lunch break to say HI & us tell one another how much we miss & love each other ^_^
I can't complain : )
~ Helped hubby polish his boots for work
~ Dishes
~ Cleaned down the cupboards
~ Cleaned down & out the microwave
~ Cleaned out the Fridge & Freezer
~ Cleaned down the counter tops
~ Swept & Mopped all floors
~ Cleaned the carpet in the bedroom
~ Made the bed
~ Cleaned the living room
~ Cleaned the bathroom
~ Laundry
Quite a few things really =)
I just got done eating a apple & a spoon of peanut butter, now I have my kitty on my lap, purring his ass off lol. We where to have a moving yard sale today but its TO COLD!
So now that things are all gravy, taking a day off from working out, I am going to kick back & play Aion til hubby gets home, speaking of he should be calling anytime from work on his lunch break to say HI & us tell one another how much we miss & love each other ^_^
I can't complain : )
Friday, October 09, 2009
The bitch has returned
I said if people can't keep there promises to me, the bitch will be back
Well guess what....
The bitch has returned
Some days I dunno if I even wanna have kids or lose the weight anymore, it's a dream of mine ya but I just dunno anymore. Today I just feel worthless & not good enough, I assume they are two different things heh. But I don't feel like me today, I started thinking about my Grandparents today & how much I miss them, how much I want to call them and say HI but I know I wont hear there voices again now that they are both gone =o(
My day started out ... It was okay
Then shit hit the fan.....
~ Facebook wont load/work (thxfully I know it's not my end)
~ Cat puked on the CLEAN SHEETS I just washed yesterday
~ Browsed though my history folder, shows I can't trust anyone on my fucking computer
~ Now not in any mood to do housework/workout
~ My self esteem went down a few 1000s of notches
~ Remind myself no more video buying FOR AGES
~ Hubby gets no Allowance til the new year
Among one thing after another, I do hope hubby is having a better day then I am.... I also logged into City of Heroes yesterday cause of the free weekend/double xp thing.... yeah bored with it still.... no teams where going on, quiet and of course the usual sillyness, I think people that break promises are bringing out the bitch in me for good.
Tonight is my soon to be sis in laws bridal party, I am not going either.
Well guess what....
The bitch has returned
Some days I dunno if I even wanna have kids or lose the weight anymore, it's a dream of mine ya but I just dunno anymore. Today I just feel worthless & not good enough, I assume they are two different things heh. But I don't feel like me today, I started thinking about my Grandparents today & how much I miss them, how much I want to call them and say HI but I know I wont hear there voices again now that they are both gone =o(
My day started out ... It was okay
Then shit hit the fan.....
~ Facebook wont load/work (thxfully I know it's not my end)
~ Cat puked on the CLEAN SHEETS I just washed yesterday
~ Browsed though my history folder, shows I can't trust anyone on my fucking computer
~ Now not in any mood to do housework/workout
~ My self esteem went down a few 1000s of notches
~ Remind myself no more video buying FOR AGES
~ Hubby gets no Allowance til the new year
Among one thing after another, I do hope hubby is having a better day then I am.... I also logged into City of Heroes yesterday cause of the free weekend/double xp thing.... yeah bored with it still.... no teams where going on, quiet and of course the usual sillyness, I think people that break promises are bringing out the bitch in me for good.
Tonight is my soon to be sis in laws bridal party, I am not going either.
Thursday, October 08, 2009
45lbs Gone!!
Well hubby just got done 2 days off & we had a BLAST!
Watching movies, getting things cleaned up & renovation wise stuff, errands, lunch together, etc etc TONS OF FUN!
ALSO!
As of today 45lbs GONE!
I probably could of done more but I know I slipped up quite a bit with Grandma passing and me being very upset I couldn't make the funeral I know she would understand but still I ate junk food galore for a couple days and didn't watch my carb/cal count. I am still upset and sad shes gone but I need to get on track, we wanna start a family & have a big family so well you know!
I started seeing a new doctor too, he has me eating whatever just whole grain no giving up bread, pasta and rice and potatoes like that other doctor, but I have to keep it in moderation of course. I had fries the other day (small) from a diner we go to, with a turkey Ruben let me tell you YUMMMMMMMY! I forgot how good it tasted! Had Chinese while back to watched my counts of course, but had some Lo Mein YUM! lol. Feels great to eat this stuff again and lose the weight too! I hope this keeps up! *knock on wood* And things will go alright with my test results cause I hope by the new year or next spring we get the go ahead on starting a family, it would be great... selling this house for a bigger one, get the okay to start a family, be absolutely awesome! Here is to hoping!
Well as of today 55lbs to my goal of 150lbs but according to the weight/height chart it's saying my max ideal weight is 130-145.... I will just have to see what my doc and my OBGYN says. I did 15 miles on my bike in 45 mins the other day, have to see what I can do today.
I wanna get back in shape and fit like I was 10 years ago... I used to be skinny Minnnie but I had some muscle curves cause I hit the gym ALOT but I don't wanna go back to being that thin but muscle wise is good but that was to thin waist wise ... After I quit smoking (9 years ago) I gained 110lbs... junk food and fast food was my friend for cravings I gained that weight in about 6 - 12 months, having a ex-boyfriend who was lazy as fuck didn't help matters as well as friends that where on the big side too. Now time to get on track not just for me but hubby and our future kids so we can all have a long life together ^_^
Also having the support & encouragement from all you friends has been a awesome help too, thank you!! I love you guys! <3
Watching movies, getting things cleaned up & renovation wise stuff, errands, lunch together, etc etc TONS OF FUN!
ALSO!
As of today 45lbs GONE!
I probably could of done more but I know I slipped up quite a bit with Grandma passing and me being very upset I couldn't make the funeral I know she would understand but still I ate junk food galore for a couple days and didn't watch my carb/cal count. I am still upset and sad shes gone but I need to get on track, we wanna start a family & have a big family so well you know!
I started seeing a new doctor too, he has me eating whatever just whole grain no giving up bread, pasta and rice and potatoes like that other doctor, but I have to keep it in moderation of course. I had fries the other day (small) from a diner we go to, with a turkey Ruben let me tell you YUMMMMMMMY! I forgot how good it tasted! Had Chinese while back to watched my counts of course, but had some Lo Mein YUM! lol. Feels great to eat this stuff again and lose the weight too! I hope this keeps up! *knock on wood* And things will go alright with my test results cause I hope by the new year or next spring we get the go ahead on starting a family, it would be great... selling this house for a bigger one, get the okay to start a family, be absolutely awesome! Here is to hoping!
Well as of today 55lbs to my goal of 150lbs but according to the weight/height chart it's saying my max ideal weight is 130-145.... I will just have to see what my doc and my OBGYN says. I did 15 miles on my bike in 45 mins the other day, have to see what I can do today.
I wanna get back in shape and fit like I was 10 years ago... I used to be skinny Minnnie but I had some muscle curves cause I hit the gym ALOT but I don't wanna go back to being that thin but muscle wise is good but that was to thin waist wise ... After I quit smoking (9 years ago) I gained 110lbs... junk food and fast food was my friend for cravings I gained that weight in about 6 - 12 months, having a ex-boyfriend who was lazy as fuck didn't help matters as well as friends that where on the big side too. Now time to get on track not just for me but hubby and our future kids so we can all have a long life together ^_^
Also having the support & encouragement from all you friends has been a awesome help too, thank you!! I love you guys! <3
Friday, October 02, 2009
Double XP Weekend and Account Reactivation !
Yeah... Ill prolly just log on to make toons and play with my power colors, still having to much fun with Aion =P ....... Well depends if we are having the yard sale next weekend too D=
We're celebrating the recent launch of Issue 16: Power Spectrum in style by offering all our players a Double XP weekend! But that's not all, all inactive accounts in good standing will also be given access to City of Heroes and City of Villains® during the Double XP weekend!
Here are the dates and times:
* Starts: Thursday, October 8, 2009 at 8:59 a.m. Pacific Time (11:59 a.m. Eastern Time)
* Ends: Sunday, October 11, 2009 at 11:59 p.m. Pacific Time (2:59 a.m. Eastern Time)
All participating Hero and Villain characters will receive double the XP, Influence, and Infamy for their accomplishments in game. Just log in to start playing and take advantage of this opportunity to level up your favorite Heroes and Villains twice as quickly as normal!
If you or any of your friends haven't played in a while, visit City of Heroes for all the latest game news and to learn more about Issue 16: Power Spectrum. Download the PC game client or the Mac game client, or visit our official message forums for a wealth of information.
Please note: if your account expires after the reactivation weekend has started, it will not get automatically reactivated. To participate in the Double XP Weekend, you will need to reactivate your account via the usual method. Please check our Knowledge Base for more information on how to reactivate your game account.
We're celebrating the recent launch of Issue 16: Power Spectrum in style by offering all our players a Double XP weekend! But that's not all, all inactive accounts in good standing will also be given access to City of Heroes and City of Villains® during the Double XP weekend!
Here are the dates and times:
* Starts: Thursday, October 8, 2009 at 8:59 a.m. Pacific Time (11:59 a.m. Eastern Time)
* Ends: Sunday, October 11, 2009 at 11:59 p.m. Pacific Time (2:59 a.m. Eastern Time)
All participating Hero and Villain characters will receive double the XP, Influence, and Infamy for their accomplishments in game. Just log in to start playing and take advantage of this opportunity to level up your favorite Heroes and Villains twice as quickly as normal!
If you or any of your friends haven't played in a while, visit City of Heroes for all the latest game news and to learn more about Issue 16: Power Spectrum. Download the PC game client or the Mac game client, or visit our official message forums for a wealth of information.
Please note: if your account expires after the reactivation weekend has started, it will not get automatically reactivated. To participate in the Double XP Weekend, you will need to reactivate your account via the usual method. Please check our Knowledge Base for more information on how to reactivate your game account.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Heartbroken....
No other words describe how I feel right now, these feelings been eating me alive for almost a month now, I miss Grandpa & Grandma so much it hurts. I wish I could pick up the phone & call just to say, "Hi" knowing deep down hearing there voice would make me happy but all I can hear at the other end is dial tone knowing I will never hear there voices again only though the memories that flood my head daily. The blanket that sits on the back of my chair still smells like there home, knowing in time that smell will fade I wish it wouldn't.
As I sit here sleepless as my tears blind my sight, listening to my husband snore getting rest for the both of us I wonder to myself if he is truly happy, he says he is but some days I wonder, I don't dought my own husband I just know deep down he is like me, wanting the family we both dream of, but as of this moment it isn't possible due to my health condition and some days I feel as if I have failed him, I know in time I will get better and lose the weight I need to, bring my insulin down and be on track. But when is the question I ask myself, sure I have lost almost 42lbs in almost 6 months (as of the 21st) but to me that isn't enough, I push hard everyday to hard some days to the point where I know it hurts my body physically. It's hard knowing we been married almost 5 years and no children have entered our lives as of yet. I know Grandma always told me your time will come just wait, but the thing is I am almost 28 he is almost 34, I just wonder if we will start to feel to old before our chance comes, and I don't want that reason I push more everyday. I see friends, family around me getting pregnant for the first time, second, sometimes 3rd or 4Th, I get so jealous and frustrated, feeling left out, as I've failed, failed the one I love with all my heart, I do know I have the best husband in the world & he is everything to me.
But It hurts, when will these pains go away.....
As I sit here sleepless as my tears blind my sight, listening to my husband snore getting rest for the both of us I wonder to myself if he is truly happy, he says he is but some days I wonder, I don't dought my own husband I just know deep down he is like me, wanting the family we both dream of, but as of this moment it isn't possible due to my health condition and some days I feel as if I have failed him, I know in time I will get better and lose the weight I need to, bring my insulin down and be on track. But when is the question I ask myself, sure I have lost almost 42lbs in almost 6 months (as of the 21st) but to me that isn't enough, I push hard everyday to hard some days to the point where I know it hurts my body physically. It's hard knowing we been married almost 5 years and no children have entered our lives as of yet. I know Grandma always told me your time will come just wait, but the thing is I am almost 28 he is almost 34, I just wonder if we will start to feel to old before our chance comes, and I don't want that reason I push more everyday. I see friends, family around me getting pregnant for the first time, second, sometimes 3rd or 4Th, I get so jealous and frustrated, feeling left out, as I've failed, failed the one I love with all my heart, I do know I have the best husband in the world & he is everything to me.
But It hurts, when will these pains go away.....
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Thoughts, Feelings & Updates...
Wow, been awhile since I updated, guess I should do this more often. But kind of hard when life is so busy. Hubby started a new job back in May more pay + 100% medical for him and I and whatever kids we have when the time comes, which is great!
March 2009 I got diagnosed with high insulin, not high enough to be diabetic but high enough that my body was having a period 24/7 & telling me to get things on track with diet and exercise. I started out at 51 inch waist & 250lbs, yeah ouch, I didn't realize. I quit smoking over 9 years ago, I still couldn't believe I was so big, having a ex-boyfriend who was over weight before I met hubby didn't help I know that much and the fact cause he ate out pretty much all the time. When hubby and I met back in late winter 2005 I didn't think I was that big cause I was starting to exercise after my ex went to work, I weighed about 205lbs or so. So I thought anyways, I know I gained weight since cause I got comfortable, to comfortable that happens with everyone. Well here I am almost 6 months after being diagnosed and 42lbs lighter and 14 inches gone. Only thing is til things get under control and I lose (to my goal) 58 more lbs then hopefully I can get the OK to start trying for a family, which I want the OK come my birthday or Christmas only thing I want this year really.
Which brings me to my next bit of updates, August 2009 Grandma broke her hip they put the pins in and gave her meds to help the pain. I thought things where going to be OK. Turns out she wouldn't eat, tossed her hearing aid to the floor, same with her glasses and said, " I just want to be with Grandpa." As soon as I heard this from my Aunt it broke my heart into a million pieces. I love my Grandmother she is more like a mother as my Grandfather is more like a father to me. They are everything to me. Days went by where I was paying the bills hoping to squeeze money from somewhere. Ever since hubby started his new job money had been a little tight not a bunch just to the point we where not getting much back into savings cause our savings we did have went to his new gear, which was fine. Bills where getting paid so that was fine. But deep down I knew Grandma would understand why I wasn't there. My father in law offered to pay part of a bus ticket but I just couldn't he was/is going though some stuff of his own. Few more days passed then our phone started to get weird lines crossing, static, annoying. Some reason I knew in my heart something was about to happen, sure enough my Uncle Gary called to say Grandma had passed away. I could barley hear him because of the static but I knew what he had said. My heart broke, shattered into a million pieces, I am slowly still picking up the pieces to this day. It's been very hard. But I know she is where she wanted to be, with Grandpa.
Other then that things are still on the go with renovation work, doing pretty good, father in law and I got the outside trim painted, hubby and I got the basement half way cleaned up, got some stuff tossed out to big item pickup, living room finished, spare room finished, master bedroom is close just need some paint on the ceiling, new ceiling fan, new closet doors and we can move our stuff back in there. Kitchen and driveway and basement are the last of things with a bit of odds and ends, we should be ready to go come spring and put the house up so we can buy a bigger one, this one is to small for a family.
Other then that I started beta testing/playing a new online game, "Aion" It's a fantasy MMO. I tried getting back into City of Heroes but I just can't after 5.5 years I have gotten very burned out, new updates look cool but I am ready for a change.
I am very tired these past few weeks, I think I am coming down with a cold or something, but at the same time I feel very unattractive and just want to be left alone. It might have to do with the weight loss I don't know. I just can't wait for Aion to start so I can get some of this stress off my shoulders and kill things in a online game to release stress and anger. Doesn't help when people poke at me to do things I already know and have on my list of things to do, reason I snap sometimes, very frustrating. I just can't wait til we move and this headache is over with all this renovation crap. I just want to say ENOUGH!
March 2009 I got diagnosed with high insulin, not high enough to be diabetic but high enough that my body was having a period 24/7 & telling me to get things on track with diet and exercise. I started out at 51 inch waist & 250lbs, yeah ouch, I didn't realize. I quit smoking over 9 years ago, I still couldn't believe I was so big, having a ex-boyfriend who was over weight before I met hubby didn't help I know that much and the fact cause he ate out pretty much all the time. When hubby and I met back in late winter 2005 I didn't think I was that big cause I was starting to exercise after my ex went to work, I weighed about 205lbs or so. So I thought anyways, I know I gained weight since cause I got comfortable, to comfortable that happens with everyone. Well here I am almost 6 months after being diagnosed and 42lbs lighter and 14 inches gone. Only thing is til things get under control and I lose (to my goal) 58 more lbs then hopefully I can get the OK to start trying for a family, which I want the OK come my birthday or Christmas only thing I want this year really.
Which brings me to my next bit of updates, August 2009 Grandma broke her hip they put the pins in and gave her meds to help the pain. I thought things where going to be OK. Turns out she wouldn't eat, tossed her hearing aid to the floor, same with her glasses and said, " I just want to be with Grandpa." As soon as I heard this from my Aunt it broke my heart into a million pieces. I love my Grandmother she is more like a mother as my Grandfather is more like a father to me. They are everything to me. Days went by where I was paying the bills hoping to squeeze money from somewhere. Ever since hubby started his new job money had been a little tight not a bunch just to the point we where not getting much back into savings cause our savings we did have went to his new gear, which was fine. Bills where getting paid so that was fine. But deep down I knew Grandma would understand why I wasn't there. My father in law offered to pay part of a bus ticket but I just couldn't he was/is going though some stuff of his own. Few more days passed then our phone started to get weird lines crossing, static, annoying. Some reason I knew in my heart something was about to happen, sure enough my Uncle Gary called to say Grandma had passed away. I could barley hear him because of the static but I knew what he had said. My heart broke, shattered into a million pieces, I am slowly still picking up the pieces to this day. It's been very hard. But I know she is where she wanted to be, with Grandpa.
Other then that things are still on the go with renovation work, doing pretty good, father in law and I got the outside trim painted, hubby and I got the basement half way cleaned up, got some stuff tossed out to big item pickup, living room finished, spare room finished, master bedroom is close just need some paint on the ceiling, new ceiling fan, new closet doors and we can move our stuff back in there. Kitchen and driveway and basement are the last of things with a bit of odds and ends, we should be ready to go come spring and put the house up so we can buy a bigger one, this one is to small for a family.
Other then that I started beta testing/playing a new online game, "Aion" It's a fantasy MMO. I tried getting back into City of Heroes but I just can't after 5.5 years I have gotten very burned out, new updates look cool but I am ready for a change.
I am very tired these past few weeks, I think I am coming down with a cold or something, but at the same time I feel very unattractive and just want to be left alone. It might have to do with the weight loss I don't know. I just can't wait for Aion to start so I can get some of this stress off my shoulders and kill things in a online game to release stress and anger. Doesn't help when people poke at me to do things I already know and have on my list of things to do, reason I snap sometimes, very frustrating. I just can't wait til we move and this headache is over with all this renovation crap. I just want to say ENOUGH!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
AION OPEN BETA!
OPEN BETA - SEPT 6th - 13th ... PRESELECTION - 18th ... 2 DAY HEADSTART - 20th ... HELLZ YA! ~ This waiting is killing meh though!!!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Canadian scientist aims to turn chickens into dinosaurs
Can you say DUMBASS if he succeeds.... We could lose all of humanity ...... STUPID ASS
Monday, August 17, 2009
Beta 6 Over *cry*
It was amazing fun, so sad it's over, Can't wait for Open beta, shit I can't wait til the game comes out!! Well on another plus note our buddy Bruce is gonna sell me his old Hard Drive (300gb) so.... I will play both City of Heroes & Aion that way I don't get burned, only thing though only one CoH account and one Aion account not 2 and 2, hehe. :)
Plus note again last I checked down 38lbs and almost 13inches, but I need to re-weigh and re-measure, well time to go make up some dinner for hubby, he just got home from work. <3
Plus note again last I checked down 38lbs and almost 13inches, but I need to re-weigh and re-measure, well time to go make up some dinner for hubby, he just got home from work. <3
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
AION BETA 6 IS THIS WEEKEND!
Can I say, "YAY!"
I personally can't wait I been having serious withdrawals!!
I got a buncha stuff I need to do tomorrow I been working on some today too, I been so busy! After this beta I will waiting for open beta, I hear we can make our toons ahead of time before the head start if we pre-ordered which I am looking forward to cause I am taking my name on EVERY server and no one better take it or I will be pissed!
*jumps up and down*
hehehe I can't wait !!!!!!
I personally can't wait I been having serious withdrawals!!
I got a buncha stuff I need to do tomorrow I been working on some today too, I been so busy! After this beta I will waiting for open beta, I hear we can make our toons ahead of time before the head start if we pre-ordered which I am looking forward to cause I am taking my name on EVERY server and no one better take it or I will be pissed!
*jumps up and down*
hehehe I can't wait !!!!!!
Sunday, August 09, 2009
Dear Grandma
Dear Grandma,
I wish I could be there, to say my good-bye's, words can't describe how I feel right now, tears and sadness that fills my heart, but at the same time the warm memories and happiness. But I know deep in my heart you understand and I understand you are where you wanted to be, with Grandpa.
Growing up the first six years of my life I will never forget, they where the best first six years of my life, you and Grandpa had taught me so many things how to share, how to love, grow and be happy and so much more. After I had left your home I knew I wasn't happy anymore I wanted to go back and be with you. But I knew in my heart things happened for a reason and God had a plan for me, you and Grandpa had taught me that.
Over the years that had passed even when we couldn't be together I knew you and Grandpa where always there for me, a phone call away, picking up a pen and paper and writing one another, or a car ride away. You both had always had been there for me no matter what, whenever I needed you and you needed me we knew how to find one another.
To this day, to me you are my parents the Mother and Father I have always dreamed about and wanted in life, reason I am proud to call you Mom and Dad as you both where always proud to call me your daughter, "The only daughter you had after five boys" you would tell me and everyone around us. But now I know you both are watching over our family, and me making sure I stay a good girl, as you would always say to me "Be a good girl Tina, stay out of trouble", I hope I can continue to make you both proud and stay out of trouble, be that good girl, and you know, I plan on it.
Just know Joel and I love and miss you both very much. You have both touched our hearts and will remain in our hearts, forever. Til the day we are all together again. We love you Mom and Dad. Thanks for everything you have taught me and always being there for me, I wouldn't be who I am today without your love and guidance.
Tina & Joel
I wish I could be there, to say my good-bye's, words can't describe how I feel right now, tears and sadness that fills my heart, but at the same time the warm memories and happiness. But I know deep in my heart you understand and I understand you are where you wanted to be, with Grandpa.
Growing up the first six years of my life I will never forget, they where the best first six years of my life, you and Grandpa had taught me so many things how to share, how to love, grow and be happy and so much more. After I had left your home I knew I wasn't happy anymore I wanted to go back and be with you. But I knew in my heart things happened for a reason and God had a plan for me, you and Grandpa had taught me that.
Over the years that had passed even when we couldn't be together I knew you and Grandpa where always there for me, a phone call away, picking up a pen and paper and writing one another, or a car ride away. You both had always had been there for me no matter what, whenever I needed you and you needed me we knew how to find one another.
To this day, to me you are my parents the Mother and Father I have always dreamed about and wanted in life, reason I am proud to call you Mom and Dad as you both where always proud to call me your daughter, "The only daughter you had after five boys" you would tell me and everyone around us. But now I know you both are watching over our family, and me making sure I stay a good girl, as you would always say to me "Be a good girl Tina, stay out of trouble", I hope I can continue to make you both proud and stay out of trouble, be that good girl, and you know, I plan on it.
Just know Joel and I love and miss you both very much. You have both touched our hearts and will remain in our hearts, forever. Til the day we are all together again. We love you Mom and Dad. Thanks for everything you have taught me and always being there for me, I wouldn't be who I am today without your love and guidance.
Tina & Joel
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
Rest In Peace Grandma - May 2nd 1916 - Aug 5th 2009
Words Can't describe how I feel right now only the tears that roll down my cheeks. Just after 2pm today I got the call, Grandma passed away =(
I am broken and shattered into a million pieces right now I feel part of me is empty as for the other feelings I just can't feel right now. Id call friends and family right now but the phone is broke.
I want to go out tonight and have a quiet dinner with hubby....
After Grandma broke her hip they put pins in but she wouldn't eat, they tired a feeding tube but all they got was blood, Grandma didn't want her hearing aid or glasses all she kept saying is she wanted to be with grandpa. Grandpa Passed away December 27Th 2007 @ the age of 93, Today August 5Th 2009 Grandma passed @ the age of 93.
It's been hard, I love and miss them both ... I am proud to call them Mom & Dad.
Til we all meet again
I am broken and shattered into a million pieces right now I feel part of me is empty as for the other feelings I just can't feel right now. Id call friends and family right now but the phone is broke.
I want to go out tonight and have a quiet dinner with hubby....
After Grandma broke her hip they put pins in but she wouldn't eat, they tired a feeding tube but all they got was blood, Grandma didn't want her hearing aid or glasses all she kept saying is she wanted to be with grandpa. Grandpa Passed away December 27Th 2007 @ the age of 93, Today August 5Th 2009 Grandma passed @ the age of 93.
It's been hard, I love and miss them both ... I am proud to call them Mom & Dad.
Til we all meet again
Friday, July 31, 2009
Thursday, July 30, 2009
MMO's I Have Played Since 1998
Started back in 1998/99 with Diablo and Diablo II - year or so
CoH/V - my last MMO - Beta til Now
Champions Online
Dungeons & Dragons Online - played the trial honestly love rolling dice better!!
Dungeon Runners - few days
Everquest
Everquest II - 6-8 months
Guild Wars - 6 months
Neverwinter Nights - not very long
Perfect World games (played all 3) - every now and again
StarWars Galaxy's - few months
Second life.... yeah
World of Warcraft - couldn't stand it wasn't on it long
Now ---- AION!
CoH/V - my last MMO - Beta til Now
Champions Online
Dungeons & Dragons Online - played the trial honestly love rolling dice better!!
Dungeon Runners - few days
Everquest
Everquest II - 6-8 months
Guild Wars - 6 months
Neverwinter Nights - not very long
Perfect World games (played all 3) - every now and again
StarWars Galaxy's - few months
Second life.... yeah
World of Warcraft - couldn't stand it wasn't on it long
Now ---- AION!
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Progress!
According to my doctors scale and such I have lost 11.5 inches total in my waist, 31lbs gone in 16.5 weeks, fat is down another 3.3 points in 2 months, muscle is up 1.6 in 2 months, BMI was in the 40s 4 months ago now its down to a 36.5, PROGRESS! More to come soon!
I hate how I let myself go the last 9 years after I quit smoking by using junk food to control cravings and got lazy to top things off, plus being with a ex boyfriend for almost 5 of those years the lazy SOB. Ah well I have what I want in life and as soon as I get more weight off it will be baby time!! Hubby & I can't wait!! ^_^
Sunday, July 19, 2009
A Little Something I Wrote....
Thursday I just couldn't sleep and I wrote this for hubby <3
It's now after 11pm, Thursday I think it's the 17Th of July (2009)
I just can't sleep toninght or spell for that fact & fuck it I am not going to scribble it out and fix it either. (typing just the way I wrote it lol)
I just have alot on my mind 90% of it has to do with my insulin and weight loss. I am hoping things are getting on track to be normal again
- My insulin levels
- My weight
All I really really want this year for my birthday and Christmas is those things and to have a baby with hubby, I understand we can always adopt but I want that glow and feeling of a life (or 2 or more) growing inside me, knowing we created someone, someone special, someone that is part of each of us someone that will be loved by both of us and our families.
But I seriously........
Well its the only 3 things I want this year for Christmas/Birthday
I am pushing hard to get to my goal some days its frustrating but I know I will get there.
I sit and listen now to the quiet
- The light snores of hubby
- the fans
- the cats walking along the floor
So peaceful & quiet
I know it will change when I get pregnant :P and when the kids will be born. But I will enjoy it now before that happens.
I know I need to sleep.
I need to get up in the morning and make my honey breakfast which I will.
His lunch is made and the coffee maker is set so that's a plus
I wonder if he will read this
His thoughts on it If he will say anything or maybe write something?
I dunno
I can tell my handwriting has got worse over the years because I am used to typing. Ah well :P
I just wanna give hubby the family hes been dreaming about and wanting I have those same dreams and wants too. It's just you know as a women wanting to make my man happy anyway possible.
Having healthy babies
Having a healthy family
Keeping him & I healthy to live a long life together til we grow old as ancient trees and forget how we met. (He wrote that to me in a old letter from when we first got married lol)
It's all we both want
I know that
Knew that when we talked online
Reasons of a few why I fell in love with him and he fell in love with me
He is my soul mate
my best friend
my lover
my husband
and so much more
(same with him but I am a wife lol)
I love him so much and always will
I think my guilt has finally gone away from a couple years ago when we where having some problems.
I was stupid back then
Very stupid
Hubby is snoring up a storm tonight Slayer came to sit with me lol
He is glaring off into the bedroom @ hubby.
Guess the snoring bugged him.
Maybe I should try and sleep now. I just felt like writing something tonight.
Hmm... think Ill type is tomorrow then some and now a drink of water then try and sleep...
33lbs down
67 to my goal
I love you JoelB
Your wife always
tinab
xo
<3
It's now after 11pm, Thursday I think it's the 17Th of July (2009)
I just can't sleep toninght or spell for that fact & fuck it I am not going to scribble it out and fix it either. (typing just the way I wrote it lol)
I just have alot on my mind 90% of it has to do with my insulin and weight loss. I am hoping things are getting on track to be normal again
- My insulin levels
- My weight
All I really really want this year for my birthday and Christmas is those things and to have a baby with hubby, I understand we can always adopt but I want that glow and feeling of a life (or 2 or more) growing inside me, knowing we created someone, someone special, someone that is part of each of us someone that will be loved by both of us and our families.
But I seriously........
Well its the only 3 things I want this year for Christmas/Birthday
I am pushing hard to get to my goal some days its frustrating but I know I will get there.
I sit and listen now to the quiet
- The light snores of hubby
- the fans
- the cats walking along the floor
So peaceful & quiet
I know it will change when I get pregnant :P and when the kids will be born. But I will enjoy it now before that happens.
I know I need to sleep.
I need to get up in the morning and make my honey breakfast which I will.
His lunch is made and the coffee maker is set so that's a plus
I wonder if he will read this
His thoughts on it If he will say anything or maybe write something?
I dunno
I can tell my handwriting has got worse over the years because I am used to typing. Ah well :P
I just wanna give hubby the family hes been dreaming about and wanting I have those same dreams and wants too. It's just you know as a women wanting to make my man happy anyway possible.
Having healthy babies
Having a healthy family
Keeping him & I healthy to live a long life together til we grow old as ancient trees and forget how we met. (He wrote that to me in a old letter from when we first got married lol)
It's all we both want
I know that
Knew that when we talked online
Reasons of a few why I fell in love with him and he fell in love with me
He is my soul mate
my best friend
my lover
my husband
and so much more
(same with him but I am a wife lol)
I love him so much and always will
I think my guilt has finally gone away from a couple years ago when we where having some problems.
I was stupid back then
Very stupid
Hubby is snoring up a storm tonight Slayer came to sit with me lol
He is glaring off into the bedroom @ hubby.
Guess the snoring bugged him.
Maybe I should try and sleep now. I just felt like writing something tonight.
Hmm... think Ill type is tomorrow then some and now a drink of water then try and sleep...
33lbs down
67 to my goal
I love you JoelB
Your wife always
tinab
xo
<3
God's & Goddess' & Karma
One must think before they act, Karma can be a good or bad thing depending how you look at it.
The Gods and Goddess' keep a eye on such things.
If someone talks bad about someone & something & the gods & goddess don't agree, does something to hurt another person & the gods & goddess don't agree, if you do something wrong & the gods & goddess don't agree, the list goes on....
If they don't agree with your actions it will come back at you 3 times fold, Ive been here and done this many times to count, all you can do is learn from your actions and apologize and not do it again. If you continue to do bad bad things happen if you change and do good good things happen, it's the circle of life and Karma.
One also must make up for past mistakes by doing good, changing there ways.
Speaking of changing, I know I am not perfect, no one is and if everyone was perfect this would be a really boring world and life. (Yes posted part of this convo before but doing it again)
Hubby and I got into a conversation about a change recently:
Me: Hey babe, do you think I am trying to change you?
Him: Have you been taking those stupid online quizzes again?
Me: no no, seriously I read a comment on a blog that I am trying to change you and your letting me do it...
Him: Ya so if I didn't want to change I wouldn't of married you, I gotta change my ways of being single and I am going to change cause I want to and it is for the best, for us and our kids.
Me: Ya I know I just was really upset about it
Him: Don't be who cares? who gives a shit! Seriously!
Me: Okay
Him: I love you and nothing will change that even when we are old and grey
Me: I love you too and ya when we are teaching the grandkids how to play D&D right?
Him: Of course!
Me: *giggle* Dork :P
Him: Mrs Dork, you married me!
Me: I did and what are you gonna do about it
Him: nothing but maybe.... *tickle fight*
Me/Him: *repeated laughing & screaming*
......... So yeah change is always good :)
So if one is rude mean and ignorant and the list goes on....... things are bad...... CHANGE!
So if one is nice kind honest and the list goes on..... don't change!
If your a mix of both life will have its ups and downs and make life interesting
I know I am both as is hubby :)
The Gods and Goddess' are watching you and watching out for others expecally those you want to or try and hurt !
The Gods and Goddess' keep a eye on such things.
If someone talks bad about someone & something & the gods & goddess don't agree, does something to hurt another person & the gods & goddess don't agree, if you do something wrong & the gods & goddess don't agree, the list goes on....
If they don't agree with your actions it will come back at you 3 times fold, Ive been here and done this many times to count, all you can do is learn from your actions and apologize and not do it again. If you continue to do bad bad things happen if you change and do good good things happen, it's the circle of life and Karma.
One also must make up for past mistakes by doing good, changing there ways.
Speaking of changing, I know I am not perfect, no one is and if everyone was perfect this would be a really boring world and life. (Yes posted part of this convo before but doing it again)
Hubby and I got into a conversation about a change recently:
Me: Hey babe, do you think I am trying to change you?
Him: Have you been taking those stupid online quizzes again?
Me: no no, seriously I read a comment on a blog that I am trying to change you and your letting me do it...
Him: Ya so if I didn't want to change I wouldn't of married you, I gotta change my ways of being single and I am going to change cause I want to and it is for the best, for us and our kids.
Me: Ya I know I just was really upset about it
Him: Don't be who cares? who gives a shit! Seriously!
Me: Okay
Him: I love you and nothing will change that even when we are old and grey
Me: I love you too and ya when we are teaching the grandkids how to play D&D right?
Him: Of course!
Me: *giggle* Dork :P
Him: Mrs Dork, you married me!
Me: I did and what are you gonna do about it
Him: nothing but maybe.... *tickle fight*
Me/Him: *repeated laughing & screaming*
......... So yeah change is always good :)
So if one is rude mean and ignorant and the list goes on....... things are bad...... CHANGE!
So if one is nice kind honest and the list goes on..... don't change!
If your a mix of both life will have its ups and downs and make life interesting
I know I am both as is hubby :)
The Gods and Goddess' are watching you and watching out for others expecally those you want to or try and hurt !
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Updates!
Well time for a update or 2 or 3 !
Maybe more!
Well as most know life has turned around here, things are working out great, we are getting the house ready to be sold by the new year, I hope it goes quick because we want to get our new bigger house.
Weight loss: Going awesome! 31 lbs lost now and 12 inches on my waist, hopefully by the time we get into our new house things will be on track and in order and we can start our family!
Hubby's days off if we are not working on house reno stuff we are gaming with our awesome friends or just hanging out just the 2 of us and relaxing over movies or whatever.
We are happy with the way things are, well I could use the more weight loss and insulin down but that is coming along I am sure.
Well I am gonna go back to cleaning up and watching my soaps.
xo
Maybe more!
Well as most know life has turned around here, things are working out great, we are getting the house ready to be sold by the new year, I hope it goes quick because we want to get our new bigger house.
Weight loss: Going awesome! 31 lbs lost now and 12 inches on my waist, hopefully by the time we get into our new house things will be on track and in order and we can start our family!
Hubby's days off if we are not working on house reno stuff we are gaming with our awesome friends or just hanging out just the 2 of us and relaxing over movies or whatever.
We are happy with the way things are, well I could use the more weight loss and insulin down but that is coming along I am sure.
Well I am gonna go back to cleaning up and watching my soaps.
xo
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
~ RIP King of Pop ~
You will be missed, I grew up listening to Micheal Jackson and really liked alot of his music, still do, even though sometimes I'd say he drove me crazy or wth was going on now, I truly thought and still think he is a amazing person for everything he has been though.
May you rest in peace Micheal Jackson
1958 - 2009
xo
Monday, July 06, 2009
Aion Beta Test 3 ... done!
SO MUCH FUN!
I really enjoyed it, I hope hubby decides to play.
My bro in law and I where running around playing, can't wait til his wife is able to join us, there is still 3 more beta's before the week head start for us pre-order people, I just had a freaken blast! Good news also some City of Heroes folks are headed to Aion too :)
YAY!
Weight is down to 219 now, FINALLY! YAY! that means 69lbs to go!
*dances*
Hubby also started his 10hr days today which is awesome <3
Time to finish moving stuff into the spare room
I really enjoyed it, I hope hubby decides to play.
My bro in law and I where running around playing, can't wait til his wife is able to join us, there is still 3 more beta's before the week head start for us pre-order people, I just had a freaken blast! Good news also some City of Heroes folks are headed to Aion too :)
YAY!
Weight is down to 219 now, FINALLY! YAY! that means 69lbs to go!
*dances*
Hubby also started his 10hr days today which is awesome <3
Time to finish moving stuff into the spare room
Thursday, July 02, 2009
Guardian Will Always Be Home
Looks like I still have access to the City of Heroes boards til next month (and the game but I had no room on my HD), which is good minus the HD thing lol. Guardian will always be home. Know I have not hung up my cape for good I will probably be back on free weekends or when I get my new hard drive have both games running, who knows! I wont be playing Aion ALOT til most of the reno stuff is done, which still got quite a bit to do. Which is fine cause it's still in beta! lol.
I am going to miss alot of folks from CoH that I don't have contact with outside of game, maybe they will get facebook or find my email and poke me there. I hope so cause I love all of em they been great friends over the last 5.5 years. I'll be in touch with a few via facebook and email, some over the telephone.
3rd round of Aion beta starts tonight til Monday, hubby got a OT shift tomorrow night so looks like Aion beta time for me! Ill miss hubby lots and I thank him for letting me get the game Early!! He is the best hubby ever not just for that but for everything who he is and just hes amazing! I love him very much, I know we will be playing games even when we are 90 and playing them with grand kids lol.
Still sticking to my workout/diet! Don't worry! Can't have grand kids without kids! eh? heheh... Seriously I am not stopping I love having this energy :)
Well the week from hell will be here any day now so I know im gonna have some lazy days... Better do some housework/workout now before I go any further in this day without it. :)
I am going to miss alot of folks from CoH that I don't have contact with outside of game, maybe they will get facebook or find my email and poke me there. I hope so cause I love all of em they been great friends over the last 5.5 years. I'll be in touch with a few via facebook and email, some over the telephone.
3rd round of Aion beta starts tonight til Monday, hubby got a OT shift tomorrow night so looks like Aion beta time for me! Ill miss hubby lots and I thank him for letting me get the game Early!! He is the best hubby ever not just for that but for everything who he is and just hes amazing! I love him very much, I know we will be playing games even when we are 90 and playing them with grand kids lol.
Still sticking to my workout/diet! Don't worry! Can't have grand kids without kids! eh? heheh... Seriously I am not stopping I love having this energy :)
Well the week from hell will be here any day now so I know im gonna have some lazy days... Better do some housework/workout now before I go any further in this day without it. :)
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
End of One Game, Start of Another....
Yup you heard me right, I quit City of Heroes today.
*SHOCK*
I know!
Aion has been temping me more and more
*SHOCK*
I know!
Aion has been temping me more and more
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