My Fragrance's

I have all my fragrance's picked out now for every season!
Ok ok well almost, 3 fragrance's I can never make my mind up upon. But I do have to find where they sell it! Lucky Number 6 for women. Found a tester at work one day LOVE IT! But can't find it anywhere! *cry*

But to start... Summer
This is the body lotion only pic I can find of this product.

Pomegranate Martini - Love the body splash!




Then.... Fall

Sensual Amber - Smells so good! Love it all!




Winter/Christmas

Winter Candy Apple - So yummy!




Now the 3 I am torn between, I love em!

Breathe Romance




Lucky Number 6 for women




Jasmine Vanilla

Trick or Treat!

FLYLEAF & WITHIN TEMPTATION

Im So Sick




I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now

Hear it! I'm screaming it!
You tremble at this sound

You sink into my clothes
And this invasion
Makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

I'm so sick
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so
I'm so sick
I'm so
I'm so sick



Fully Alive




Telling Layla's story spoken
'Bout how all her bones are broken
Hammers fall on all the pieces
Two months in the cover creases

Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive and she knows
I don't believe in futures

All my complaints shrink to nothing
I'm ashamed of all my somethings
She's glad for one day of comfort
Only because she has suffered

Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive and she knows
I don't believe in futures

Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive and she knows
I don't believe in futures

Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive and she knows
I don't believe in futures


Within Temptation - Angels




Sparkling angel I believe
You are my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give you a reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end

Couple More Fav Songs!

Evanecence - Call Me When You're Sober



Don?t cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You want me, come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should?ve let you fall,
Lose it all,
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can?t keep believing,
We?re only deceiving ourselves,
And I?m sick of the lies,
And you?re too late.

Don?t cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You want me, come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn?t take the blame,
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you?re jaded,
You can?t play the victim this time.
And you're too late.

So, don?t cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You love me, come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you?re sober,
You only want it ?cause it?s over - it?s over.

How could I have burned paradise.
How could I, you were never mine?

So, don?t cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
Don?t lie to me, just get your things.
I?ve made up your mind.


Final Fantasy X-2 - 1000 words




I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
"You've been there with me all the way"
I still hear you say

"Wait for me I'll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt
When I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late

Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings

Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever

Oh a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings ohhh

And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever

I Love This Song!

Music Video:THIS I SWEAR (by Nick Lachey)

Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you would not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need believe me

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

I'm wondering how I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Where ever I go the one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

So whenever you get there
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down my love

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

Samhain Lore (October 31st)

*I know its earily but I wanted to post it*

Samhain, (pronounced SOW-in, SAH-vin, or SAM-hayne) means "End of Summer", and is the third and final Harvest. The dark winter half of the year commences on this Sabbat.

It is generally celebrated on October 31st, but some traditions prefer November 1st. It is one of the two "spirit-nights" each year, the other being Beltane. It is a magical interval when the mundane laws of time and space are temporarily suspended, and the Thin Veil between the worlds is lifted. Communicating with ancestors and departed loved ones is easy at this time, for they journey through this world on their way to the Summerlands. It is a time to study the Dark Mysteries and honor the Dark Mother and the Dark Father, symbolized by the Crone and her aged Consort.

Originally the "Feast of the Dead" was celebrated in Celtic countries by leaving food offerings on altars and doorsteps for the "wandering dead". Today a lot of practitioners still carry out that tradition. Single candles were lit and left in a window to help guide the spirits of ancestors and loved ones home. Extra chairs were set to the table and around the hearth for the unseen guest. Apples were buried along roadsides and paths for spirits who were lost or had no descendants to provide for them. Turnips were hollowed out and carved to look like protective spirits, for this was a night of magic and chaos. The Wee Folke became very active, pulling pranks on unsuspecting humans. Traveling after dark was was not advised. People dressed in white (like ghosts), wore disguises made of straw, or dressed as the opposite gender in order to fool the Nature spirits.

This was the time that the cattle and other livestock were slaughtered for eating in the ensuing winter months. Any crops still in the field on Samhain were considered taboo, and left as offerings to the Nature spirits. Bonfires were built, (originally called bone-fires, for after feasting, the bones were thrown in the fire as offerings for healthy and plentiful livestock in the New Year) and stones were marked with peoples names. Then they were thrown into the fire, to be retrieved in the morning. The condition of the retrieved stone foretold of that person's fortune in the coming year. Hearth fires were also lit from the village bonfire to ensure unity, and the ashes were spread over the harvested fields to protect and bless the land.

Various other names for this Greater Sabbat are Third Harvest, Samana, Day of the Dead, Old Hallowmas (Scottish/Celtic), Vigil of Saman, Shadowfest (Strega), and Samhuinn. Also known as All Hallow's Eve, (that day actually falls on November 7th), and Martinmas (that is celebrated November 11th), Samhain is now generally considered the Witch's New Year.

Symbolism of Samhain:
Third Harvest, the Dark Mysteries, Rebirth through Death.

Symbols of Samhain:
Gourds, Apples, Black Cats, Jack-O-Lanterns, Besoms.

Herbs of Samhain:
Mugwort, Allspice, Broom, Catnip, Deadly Nightshade, Mandrake, Oak leaves, Sage and Straw.

Foods of Samhain:
Turnips, Apples, Gourds, Nuts, Mulled Wines, Beef, Pork, Poultry.

Incense of Samhain:
Heliotrope, Mint, Nutmeg.

Colors of Samhain:
Black, Orange, White, Silver, Gold.

Stones of Samhain:
All Black Stones, preferably jet or obsidian.

Happy Thanksgiving!

This post is for all my friends and family back home. I miss you guys alot, I know we havn't been in touch as much as we like but I guess thats the way it goes sometimes. I just thought I do a quick post to say, Happy Thanksgiving and that I love and miss you guys very much. Guess thats what happens when you move 900miles from home. Please eat some turkey for me ^_^


Edit -> This is to cool! Check it out!

http://ted.com/tedtalks/tedtalksplayer.cfm?key=j_han&flashEnabled=1

Awww, hehe.

What Kind of Virgin Are You?

You are an IDEALISTIC VIRGIN.
Take this quiz!

Mental Maden Update!

I ment to do this eariler when it was done but my brain got side tracked.
A Good friend of mine updated her site and I just love it, you have to check it out!

http://mentalmaden.blogspot.com

*Does a Dance*

Letter from Positron (Matt Miller)
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Hey everyone!

I’m coming up for air to let you know about some of the impending stuff happening in the City of Heroes and City of Villains games. It’s been pretty crazy around here getting Issue 8 ready to hit Training Room, and we hope we can bring you all some exciting news about that in the very near future.

By now you may have read about Cryptic Studios and Microsoft’s upcoming new venture and we at Cryptic want to assure our loyal players that we and the good folks at our publisher, NCsoft, are fully committed to City of Heroes and City of Villains. We have a full team of programmers, artists, designers, and producers devoted to creating and maintaining the best experience in the “City of” world of games. This team is, and will remain completely separate from other teams working on other games at Cryptic. Like fantasy, sci-fi, and simulation, comic book heroes is its own genre, capable of supporting multiple titles. City of Heroes was created with a single purpose: bring the world of comic book heroes alive. With that in mind, Cryptic is investing resources into our “City of” team to fully realize its own unique vision.

I’d like to start out by mentioning Issue 8: To Protect and Serve. This is a hero-centric Issue that finally levels the playing field between Heroes and Villains. We have a ton of stuff being added with this issue that will please a variety of players. It begins the multi-year storyline that continues next year with Issue 9 (title to be announced). I9 brings with it a huge new gameplay system: Inventions. Players will be able to craft Enhancements and Costume pieces for their characters using recipes, and salvage that they find while adventuring.

Issue 9 will also have Statesman’s Task Force, the Hero equivalent to the Recluse Strike Force. Both of these mission chains are designed for eight max-level characters and have some of the best rewards in the game.

Issue 10 is a ways out, but it will bring us an update to an old familiar villain group. This group will have their power center altered and bring about massive changes to the game as a whole. Heroes and Villains will find themselves banding together against a common threat.

We will begin to reveal our plans for Issues 11 and beyond over the next year or so. We feel confident that you will be as excited about our plans as we are!

So as you can see, we at Cryptic and NCsoft have great plans for the future and want to keep making the “City of” games exciting and fresh. Our motto going forward is “Listen to the players and give them what they want (within reason, of course)”. Expect a lot of oft-requested features and ideas to be implemented in the upcoming issues!

Sincerely,

Matt Miller (Positron)

Info gathered from: www.cityofheroes.com

Lacuna Coil !

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Some Just Don't Get It

Music Video:A LITTLE BIT (by Jessica Simpson)

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I'm not the kind of girl to sit out on sidelines,
The kind of girl who doesn't say it straight from her mind.
You're gonna know all that I'm feeling on the inside.
I ain't into games, I don't wanna waste.
Any time and all the energy we could spend,
Being together boy forever you're my best friend.
I Got a little problem that I can't mend,
You抳e been taking me for granted you.

I don't wanna walk away from what we have, and you know it.
I'm not telling you all of this to make you mad.
It's not about whose right or wrong.
It's not about whose weak or strong.
It's about what I need to make this last.

A little more time, a little less wait.
A little more heart, a little less break.
Simple and true, what they say.
A little bit goes a long way.
A little less talk, a little more do.
A little more me, a little less you.
Baby at the end of the day,
A little bit goes a long way.

I need your heart.
I need your love.

Don't wanna end up in a tricky situation,
So I'm giving you my every indication.
We can work it out together stop the tension.
Try to understand, baby where I stand.
I love you and I'm trying to be gentle,
So let me break it down for you and make it simple.
I gave my heart so you know what's essential,
That you show a little love for me.

I don't wanna walk away or let u go and you know it.
I'm not telling you all of this to make you sad.
It's not about the tears we cry.
It's about how hard we try,
To give a little more and see the other side.

A little more time, a little less wait.
A little more heart, a little less break.
Simple and true, what they say.
A little bit goes a long way.
A little less talk, a little more do.
A little more me, a little less you.
Baby at the end of the day,
A little bit goes a long way.

And it hurts me, 'cause I care and I'm telling you why,
I'm unhappy so if you love me,
A little bit is not that much to ask to make things right.

Oh yeah, oh yeah, a little bit goes a long, long way
A little bit, a little bit, a little bit goes a long way.
A little bit, a little bit, a little bit goes a long, long way.

A little more time, a little less wait.
A little more heart, a little less break.
Simple and true, what they say.
A little bit goes a long way.
A little less talk, a little more do.
A little more me, a little less you.
Baby at the end of the day,
A little bit goes a long way.

A little more time, a little less wait.
A little more heart, a little less break.
Simple and true, what they say.
A little bit goes a long way.
A little less talk, a little more do.
A little more me, a little less you.
Baby at the end of the day,
A little bit goes a long way.

These Cute Msgs Are For Someone Very Close To Me, Who I Love Very Much, You Know Who You Are!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name: Tina

Birthday: December 7, 1981

Birthplace: London, Canada

Current Location: Southwestern, USA

Eye Color: blue-gray

Hair Color: Blonde

Height: 5'4"

Right Handed or Left Handed: right

Your Heritage: German, Russian, British, American, Canadian

The Shoes You Wore Today: my pink flipflops

Your Weakness: Letting anger, pain and depression build up inside until I get really pissed off and explode out of nowhere.

Your Fears: Failure, not being happy, being alone... few things

Your Perfect Pizza: Chicken, Broccoli and Mushrooms OR and Mexican Pizza!

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Cleaning the house and doing some remodeling

Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL, LMAO, ROFL

Thoughts First Waking Up: Please Don't say i gotta go to work today, i wanna clean! (sad but true, lol)

Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes and smile i been told.

Your Bedtime: Whenever...I have a crazy schedule.

Your Most Missed Memory: I don't know.

Pepsi or Coke: Neither..I rarely drink pop. And when I do, it's usually diet rite.

MacDonalds or Burger King: Havn't had them in along time

Single or Group Dates: Single

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton

Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!

Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino.

Do you Smoke: no, not any more!

Do you Swear: yes..mostly when I'm mad.

Do you Sing: YUP.

Do you Shower Daily: yes.

Have you Been in Love: yes still am!

Do you want to go to College: I used too but now... no need too, i dont think.

Do you want to get Married: I am right now!

Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes

Do you get Motion Sickness: Not anymore....I Don't think.

Do you think you are Attractive: Sometimes

Are you a Health Freak: All depends

Do you get along with your Parents: HELL NO!

Do you like Thunderstorms: Hell yeah...my favorite.

Do you play an Instrument: Not currently.....I played the bass drum in school, guitar, drums and keyboard in the band i was in, in highschool.

In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no

In the past month have you Smoked: no

In the past month have you been on Drugs: no

In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes, all the time with hubby

In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah

In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No

In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No, it looks gross, wont touch it either.

In the past month have you been on Stage: no

In the past month have you been Dumped: no

In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no

In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no

Ever been Drunk: yes, many of times.

Ever been called a Tease: All the time.

Ever been Beaten up: no

Ever Shoplifted: when i was like 8

How do you want to Die: In my sleep with my hubby next to me as we take our last breaths together.

What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I'm already grown up..... I would love to be a full time mom which I am working towards right now

What country would you most like to Visit: Italy or Japan.

In a Boy/Girl..

Favourite Eye Color: I love my hubby eyes!

Favourite Hair Color: Not picky, my hubby has salt & pepper hair kinda

Short or Long Hair: *shurgs* dont matter

Height: taller than me...LOL

Weight: Don't matter.

Best Clothing Style: *shrugs*.

Number of Drugs I have taken: Depends on what you are asking.....illegal, prescription, or alcohol.

Number of CDs I own: Where to start counting.. i mean i have music and game CDs.

Number of Piercings: 4 in my ears.

Number of Tattoos: None.

Number of things in my Past I Regret: A few.....but 1 that I regret the most and I beat myself up over it but oh well, its the past now and things are looking to a great future, which im happy and excited about.

Mabon

Mabon
Autumn Equinox, 2nd Harvest, September 21st

Mabon, (pronounced MAY-bun, MAY-bone, MAH-boon, or MAH-bawn) is the Autumn Equinox. The Autumn Equinox divides the day and night equally, and we all take a moment to pay our respects to the impending dark. We also give thanks to the waning sunlight, as we store our harvest of this year's crops. The Druids call this celebration, Mea'n Fo'mhair, and honor the The Green Man, the God of the Forest, by offering libations to trees. Offerings of ciders, wines, herbs and fertilizer are appropriate at this time. Wiccans celebrate the aging Goddess as she passes from Mother to Crone, and her consort the God as he prepares for death and re-birth.

Various other names for this Lesser Wiccan Sabbat are The Second Harvest Festival, Wine Harvest, Feast of Avalon, Equinozio di Autunno (Strega), Alben Elfed (Caledonii), or Cornucopia. The Teutonic name, Winter Finding, spans a period of time from the Sabbat to Oct. 15th, Winter's Night, which is the Norse New Year.

At this festival it is appropriate to wear all of your finery and dine and celebrate in a lavish setting. It is the drawing to and of family as we prepare for the winding down of the year at Samhain. It is a time to finish old business as we ready for a period of rest, relaxation, and reflection.


Symbolism of Mabon:
Second Harvest, the Mysteries, Equality and Balance.

Symbols of Mabon:
wine, gourds, pine cones, acorns, grains, corn, apples, pomegranates, vines such as ivy, dried seeds, and horns of plenty.

Herbs of Maybon:
Acorn, benzoin, ferns, grains, honeysuckle, marigold, milkweed, myrrh, passionflower, rose, sage, solomon's seal, tobacco, thistle, and vegetables.

Foods of Mabon:
Breads, nuts, apples, pomegranates, and vegetables such as potatoes, carrots, and onions.

Incense of Mabon:
Autumn Blend-benzoin, myrrh, and sage.

Colors of Mabon:
Red, orange, russet, maroon, brown, and gold.

Stones of Mabon:
Sapphire, lapis lazuli, and yellow agates.

Activities of Mabon:
Making wine, gathering dried herbs, plants, seeds and seed pods, walking in the woods, scattering offerings in harvested fields, offering libations to trees, adorning burial sites with leaves, acorns, and pine cones to honor those who have passed over.

Spellworkings of Mabon:
Protection, prosperity, security, and self-confidence. Also those of harmony and balance.

Deities of Mabon:
Goddesses-Modron, Morgan, Epona, Persephone, Pamona and the Muses. Gods-Mabon, Thoth, Thor, Hermes, and The Green Man.

Mabon is considered a time of the Mysteries. It is a time to honor Aging Deities and the Spirit World. Considered a time of balance, it is when we stop and relax and enjoy the fruits of our personal harvests, whether they be from toiling in our gardens, working at our jobs, raising our families, or just coping with the hussle-bussle of everyday life. May your Mabon be memorable, and your hearts and spirits be filled to overflowing!

Sailor Moon - My Only Love

This has always been one of my fav shows of all time, this is from part of my all time fav eposode!

Adorable Babies!!

This is so cute! Now If I do Have all 4 at once, this is a priceless kodak moment for sure!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dcCZABr_G1k

Talking Cats!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSB4J6tj27A

MORTAL COMBAT!

This Video is really well done I think *smiles*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FheI0auVl7Y

City Of Heroes!!

THANK-YOU!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVKDMHalNAc

KILL STEALER!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qXpfI6oljlY

BUG!! FUNNY!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S8NG9oMp_yY

POCKET D!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrkG5P2iLxs

I FOUND THIS WELL DONE!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9wkr31uTI1Q

Continued..........?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XKPyMXAi-dY

NUMA NUMA!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gg5LOd_Zus