Friday, February 25, 2005

Chickens With There Head Cut Off

Hello Hello!
I haven't posted in awhile because I been busy busy
I wonder what Evey and Scott been up too
I been waiting for her to come online some nights and she don't come online =/
She must be busy busy too
Well for those of you who do read my blog your probably wondering how I met my hubby =)
Well back in September of 2004 My friend Samantha and I where playing " City Of hero's "
One of the Best Games in the World I might add =) along Final Fantasy =)
She into'd me to one of her friends I thought it was another chick at that time when I met em
Turns out that was my future hubby and didn't know it
Shortly after that we started talking on Yahoo.
Because I heard so much about him I finally wanted to talk to him myself
SO I told her. " Samantha add me to the conversation PLZ! "
So she did =)
She was busy busy so while she was busy Joel and I hit it off well and ever since then we where talking non stop =)
He would get off work and Id try to be up for that time so we could chat more it was crazy
But we enjoyed every min we had together
Sure at that time I was seeing other ppl as was he Im sure
But after everything we where both going though over the years being hurt knowing what we both want and need outta life and relationships we came to realize and a few other ppl that we where the same people just he was male and I was female of course =)
He told me he loved me and I told him the same and we talked about me taking a bus down here to come see him.
Well that day finally came more of a last min thing but hell it was going to be worth it =)
Well so we thought ......
The stupid border held me up for almost 3 hrs when we went though inspection
I was pissed they sent me back to my country
All because I didn't work * they where afraid I was going to try to work over there* , I didn't have enough money * had $11 Joel sent me for food* , only had a one way ticket * cause we where going to drive back they thought I was sneaking into the country to live there or something* and for some stupid reason cause we hadn't met b4 which a lot of ppl meet from the internet and some other shit but oh well....
I cried my way back.... Got a phone card and called Joel right away from a downtown phone where I was freezing my but off I didn't care I wanted to tell him what happened.
He wasn't happy... I told him I was downtown and had a ways to walk home and that I would call him after Richard *my ex* went to work.
I had 500 mins on this phone card and let me tell you it was damn worth it =)
Joel told me that he would grab the next bus to my city to come see me.
Turns out his plans where ruined for what he had planned for us.
He wanted to set up a romantic dinner candles and all with spaghetti and purpose to me on valentines day.
Well do u think that happened NO cause of the stupid Border !!!!
Instead his dad and him rented a car and he drove all the way up to me 13 hrs later =)
I was in shock!
But So So SO SO Happy when I seen him hanging out his car window =)
He came running up the side of my apartment I thought he was going to fall in the snow and on the ice he was running so fast but when our arms went around one another for the biggest hug I wont forget we both knew for sure right there it was worth it totally for the wait =)
we where there for oh geez I don't know how long but I grabbed some clothes and other things and then we headed out to the hotel for the night cause still living with my ex I wasn't able to have Joel stay at the apartment.
We got to the hotel and laid back and talked I couldn't sleep worth nothing Joel finally fell asleep cause he was up for over 24 hrs. By the time I slept I was up for over 36 hrs. But it was great to lay there and watch him sleep =) Like a cute little child *giggles* Most guys look like little children when they sleep =)
We did a lot of running around for the next couple days.
Joel popped the marriage on me and said, " Lets get married on Valentines Day " I was like, " Are you serious? " He was like, " Yes " So I agreed cause it sounded great to me =) It was only 2 days away but let me tell you that was a crazy day as well. But all worth it and we would do this all over again in another life time =) * we talked about marrage b4 many of times*
Im headed off its 6am I can't sleep I got a few things to do maybe squeeze in a nap or something even though I can't sleep.
Add more to this post or a new post soon =)

BTW Evey u read this ... Email me back so we can chit chat soon I miss you!

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

What Kinda Sex Am I ?

vaginal sex

You Are Vaginal Sex!

Traditional, romantic, and very vanilla.

Otherwise known as:

Driving the beef bus to tuna town
Making the beast with two backs
A bit of the old in and out
Giving the monkey a banana
Riding the baloney pony
Vaginal bungee jumping
Carnal gymnastics
Knockin' boots

What Type of Sex Are You?

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Damn We Are Talented!

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Your Hidden Sexual Talent is Sniffing Out Big Dick

All your friends wonder your trick...
You're an expert at finding big dick!
You're the envy of every girl on the block.
Because your man has the biggest cock.


Your Hidden Sexual Talent is Being Multi-Orgasmic!

Whether you're on your back or on your knees,
You'll get off as often as you please.
While some may have few and few may have some.
You're the one who always can cum.

What's *Your* Hidden Sexual Talent?

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Which Diesel Sweeties Character Are You?

Tuesday, February 08, 2005


What Pattern Are You?

What Pattern Are You?


What Pattern Are You?

Johnny Depp!

You Are Ichabod Crane From "Sleepy Hollow."

You're a deep thinker - most times logically. You're a bit of a neat freak and a wuss (hey, you do faint a lot!) but you do have the ability to overcome your fears and come out stronger in the end. And you never lose your head over things. (Gufaw gufaw!)

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You Are Edward From "Edward Scissorhands."

You are very shy and often misunderstood. Innocent, sweet, and artistic, you like to pass your days by daydreaming and expressing yourself through the arts. You are a truly unique individual. Unfortunately, you are quite lonely, and few people truly understand you.

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You Are Gilbert From "What's Eating Gilbert Grape?"

You are very giving and self-sacrificing. You're always there to lend a helping hand to family and friends. However, this generous nature often robs you of fulfilling your needs and desires, and may cause you to become resentful. Find a way to balance your kindness with your independence.

Fetish Fetish & More Fetish


Your Secret Fetish Is Piercings!

Not only is the pain a big rush, as you know, piercings are a great sexual enhancer.
Sure, you may not be able to get a job with your punctured face,
but you will have incredible sex!
Kiss and suck away, but don't get your piercings locked with your lover's.


Your Secret Fetish Is BDSM!

Tie me up! Tie me down!
Whether you're doing the tying, or doing the crying, you love BDSM.
For you, love hurts- and sex hurts even more.
So make that spanking a little harder. The more you bleed, the more you cum.

What's *Your* Secret Fetish? Click Here to Find Out!

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Oh Boy!

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Your Far Out Fantasy Is A Gang Bang!

You are too crazy to be tied down to one.
Three, four, five, six... always are more fun.
You'll cum until you can't cum anymore.
Still doing it while passed out on the floor.

How to explore your fantasy:

- Hot gang bang pics for inspiration
- A giant double sided dildo
- A few porn DVD's to keep everyone in the mood
- And have plenty of condoms

web sex

Your Far Out Fantasy Is Web Sex!

You like a crowd, and you'll be sure to please.
Get a web cam - and get on those knees.
You'll get presents for showing your crotch.
Like a Playstation or a bling bling watch.

How to explore your fantasy:

- Get a cam, get a website, get an Amazon wishlist :-)
- See how other camgirls lure guys in
- Get some clear toys, so everyone can still see you (like this dildo)
- Get some glow in the dark action going on (like cuffs or vibes)

What's Your Far Out Fantasy?

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Tattoo Anyone?!

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You Should Get a Word Tattoo!

Whether it's "sexy," "bitch," or "supergirl"
You've got something you want your tat to say
And that's cool - it will probably still be true when you're 60!

tribal tattoo

You Should Get a Tribal Tattoo!

"Primal, earthy, and naturally sexy"
Describes both you and your tattoo
Subtle tattoo + subtle sensuality = perfect match!

What Tattoo Should You Get?

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Piercings, Piercings, & More Piercings!

tongue piercing

You Are A Tongue Piercing

You're extremely oral (like you didn't know that!)
You love going down... on girls and guys!
You're not one to be too naughty in public -
You like to save it all for the bedroom.

lip piercing

You Are A Lip Piercing

In your face punk, and borderline angsty.
You wouldn't be caught dead at a corporate job.
But you can be found at Tower Records.
You rate your friends by how hardcore their piercings and tattoos are.

ear piercing

You Are An Ear Piercing

You are traditional and normal - but potentially funky.
Chances are that this is the only piercing mom would let you have...
Or maybe you did it on a dare.
While you may seem tame for now, your ear piercing started your sexual revolution!

What Piercing Are *You*?

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Our Speciality Tonight is....

Your Specialty: One on One

In fact, your sex is pretty regular and average most of the time, isn't it?
While you're not a sexual prude, maybe you should spice things up a little next time...
Or try to perfect some other skills.
There's more than just two sex positions.
Why don't you try playing with some toys next time or maybe try a threesome. ;)
There's a little sex kitten lurking in all of us.


Your Specialty: Fetish Sex

You are the master (no pun intended) of BDSM.
It's no doubt that you like a little bit of pain and piercing ...
And are probably quite experienced already.
You're probably into both girls and guys as you've always been known to experiment.

What's Your Sex Specialty?

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Thursday, February 03, 2005

Some Of My Friends Took The Sexual Energy Color Quiz .... The Results R In!


Your Sexual Energy is Red!

You are on fire, and it is no wonder, because you have a naturally hot libido.
Your sexuality erupts spontaneously.
And when you are hot, you seek release as quickly as possible.

In bed, you know how to turn your lover on. How could you not?
You are a wild woman when you get it on.
You will fondle and lick and stroke and suck to get you want you want.

Only some people can handle your eagerness in bed, but those who can will never stray.
You have the sexual appetite of a man with the stamina of a woman.
It often feels like you could have a zillion orgasms.

Your way of picking up lovers-to-be is no less outrageous.
You will often go out on a limb in public to lure someone into bed.
And you succeed easily, as many people are turned on by your aggressive flirting.

Your sexual goal for self-improvement should be to learn how to love the little things in romance.
You can learn to embrace the sensual, lighter pleasures in life...
As much as you already appreciate the raw, physical aspects of sex.

Madonna and Christina Aguilera both have red sexual energies full of passion and brilliance.

Be sure to check out people who have outcomes of yellow, green, and pink, as they are pristine matches for you.


Your Sexual Energy is Pink!

You're sexy, in a romantic and feminine way.
You make love gently and slowly - letting every feeling linger.
Your greatest strength is your ability to be turned on for hours.

You love bathing in your sensuality.
You love feeling tingles throughout your body, your pulse racing.
In many ways, being turned on is the hottest part of sex.

You find lovers through rather traditional means.
You're not afraid to ask out a stranger, or just to go with a friend's friend.
You enjoy candlelight dinners and getting lattes in a quaint coffeehouse.

To give your sex life a little more jazz, tap into turning on others.
There's nothing hotter than both you and your lover being turned on for hours.
Your sensuality is a gift - share it more.

Gwen Stefani and Reese Witherspoon share your intense pink energy.

Seek out those with red, green, and yellow sexual energies, as they are good potential matches.

Your Sexual Energy is Orange!

Your sensuality is flashy, energetic, and in your face.
You draw attention to yourself without even trying.
You are 100% sexy, and people respect you for it.

While you are incredibly seductive, you don't wear your raw sexuality.
You keep all your most carnal urges inside, and no one's the wiser...
Well, except for a select few :-)

Your talent is working your date for a long time before you actually give into sex.
You love that first look, that first kiss, that first touch...
After hours of bliss, you'll finally take your date back to your place.

Spice up your sex life by owning your sexuality - and flaunting it!
How about some public exposure, or some bathroom play?
Just add in some wild creativity and your fun will be tripled!

Britney Spears and Cameron Diaz are perfect examples of orange sexual energy.

Look out for people with brown, gray, and red sexual energies - they are perfect for you.


Your Sexual Energy is Yellow!

You have the sensuality of a goddess or spiritual temptress.
And you feel that your sexual energy comes from a deep source.
You love to tease and foreplay is by far your greatest sexual talent.

You feel the sun's light streaming through you and you reflect that energy into your partner.
You enjoy both giving and taking.
You feel completely equal and at peace during foreplay.

You have immense patience and love to touch in all of the right spots.
You tend to keep home lovers who have endured your seduction for extended periods of time.
You like to see your lovers over and over again to insure that they are completely yearning for you.

If you want to spice up your sex life, add a bit of raw sexuality.
Maybe a few silk scarves, or some erotica to share together?
Bring in fantasy and fun, and that will mix with your sexy spiritual self just delightfully!

Kate Hudson and Cate Blanchett both know how to light up a room with their yellow sexual energies.

People who hare sexual energies of red, green, and pink are a good match for you.


Your Sexual Energy is Green!

Your sexual energy is rich, serene, and abundant like the natural world.
You are always feeling your sexual aura flow through you, like a stream.
Rarely do you go anywhere without it.

You seduce people with your luxurious glow.
You do not have to be obvious to express your sexuality.
Others just feel your serene sexual power that resides within.

First dates are a mental dance for you - as you subtly seduce potential lovers.
In bed, you can easily sense your lovers needs and to flow them as needed.
This spiritual click is your primary sexual strength.

However, sometimes you allow your carnal appetite to go too far, and you forget to be cautious.
While it's awesome and totally liberating to release your inner wild woman... watch out!
Sometimes your pheromones may mislead you.

Check out Natalie Portman and Julia Stiles for some green sexual energy guidance.

When it comes to the hot matches, people who have shades of red, yellow, and pink are strong possibilities.


Your Sexual Energy is Purple!

You're the master of self control - able to turn your sexuality on and off.
You own your sexuality, and you revel in it... but only when the time is right.
You are never caught off guard when it comes to sex. You're too deliberate for that.

And when you are on fire, well... watch out!
Since you are so in touch with your sex drive, you can ramp it up as much as you want.
And for the right person, you'll push it to the limit!

You tend to prescreen lovers methodically, and hardly ever end up with the wrong person.
You've even been known to bring up sex in a matter-of-fact way to determine compatibility.
As a result, you don't even know what bad sex is - you go into the bedroom knowing what to expect.

Ready for a change? Try to make your sexual energy more spontaneous.
Read some erotica, watch a dirty movie, have sex with someone your not 100% sure about.
If may sound scary at first, but isn't sex supposed to be a little scary.

Sarah Michelle Gellar and Julia Roberts are celebrities that share your purple energy.

For a hot match, date those with blue, magenta, and white sexual energies.

Your Sexual Energy is Blue!

Blue represents an experimental mindset, and an unpredictability that you are only in touch with.
You are not pure, nor are you totally naughty. You are on the borderline.
Will you fall into complete kinkiness, or will you back up into being a normal girl?

Your strength is your open-mindedness to try new things.
You are confident to follow-through on your lover's fantasies.
You often even add your own special edge to them.

Do they want to be tied down?
Well, how about a massage first, and then tickles to drive them crazy?
Blue women know how to mix and match and come out with extraordinary results.

You go about snagging your partners by sneaking up to them and then playing twenty questions.
Your targets are often puzzled by your ability to draw out their darkest secrets on a first date.
However, you still like to keep your own secrets to yourself.

You could spice your sex life up a bit if you let go of some of your own secrets, and let it all hang out!
Tell 'em your desires.
You might just surprise yourself!

Carmen Electra and Catherine Zeta Jones, although both very different celebs, have been honing this blue sexual energy.
Follow their lead!

And, for some compatible lovers, look for those who have sexual energies in the colors of red, gray, and brown.

Your Sexual Energy is Brown!

Like the Earth itself, brown is the sexual color that ignites and inspires all the other colors to grow.
Your lovers consider you a sexual muse - whether you know it or not.
You are like a sexual Phoenix - inspiring and intense.

In relationships, you tend to be the teacher - helping others to grow sexually.
That's not to say you don't have incredible lovers... you just make them more incredible.
Being with you is so good that you've had a few "Fatal Attraction" types stalk you!

You've never had a problem attracting people to you - even though you wonder why.
You find your lovers in the strangest places, especially when you aren't even looking.
Sometimes you have very temporary relationships, ended quickly as you outgrow one another.

If you'd like to spice up your already active sex life, try focusing on yourself for a change.
Make yourself the star, and find yourself a sexual teacher.
It will be incredible to be the one learning for once!

Gwenyth Paltrow and Ani Difranco all have sexual energy similar to yours.
The best lovers for brown (if you can slow down enough to pick one) are
Mother Earth's natural colors of green, yellow and blue. Beware of red: hot flames with
nothing to burn mean an explosive, empty relationship.

Your Sexual Energy is White!

You exude an innocent and pure sensuality.
Sure, you've got experience, but you still seem very "fresh."
You don't have a kinky bone in your body, except playing into virgin fantasies :-)

You attract those who want a uncorrupted, pure lover.
You prefer partners that extra gentle and careful with you.
The kinkiest you ever get is a little emotional bdsm - but even that makes you uneasy.

You don't have to work to meet lovers, as they usually approach you.
And they've got their work cut out for them...
You're very selective - as you should be.

Ready to spice things up a little?
Try playing around with some sexual sophistication.
Trade the whites and pinks in your closet for blacks and reds!

Celebrities with your pure sexuality include Jennifer Love Hewitt and Drew Barrymore.

Consider people with orange, yellow, and purple sexual energies for incredible sexual matches!


Your Sexual Energy is Gray!

You're not as pure as White or as kinky as Black...
But you represent a delicious middle ground.
You are a sexual shape shifter and more diverse than any other color.

Your sexual obsessions change from week to week.
You're into anything, as long as it doesn't get old.
You've been a nymph, virgin, slave, and domme - sometimes in the same night.

You find your lovers anywhere and everywhere... every person has potential.
And while your affair burns bright like a flame - it extinguishes as quickly.
You crave variety on your relationships, none can last long before you get bored.

Ready for a change up? Slow things down a little.
You don't have to wear a collar and carry a whip on the same night.
Relax, you'll experience it all eventually. There's no rush!

Pink and Mandy Moore are celebrities that share your Gray sexual energy.

For an explosive match, check out people with brown, black, and orange sexual energies.

Your Sexual Energy is Black!

You are on the ultimate edge of sexual kinkiness.
So you're a bit of a perve, who cares?
Some may be turned off by a freaky chick, but many more love you for it.

Does anal sex turn you on? How about fisting, bdsm, and intense roleplay?
Just because these thoughts gives you the chills, it's no reason to hold back.
You're a naughty girl and should be proud of it.

You may meet your next lover, slave, or victim in an unusual place.
Local underground clubs provide a lot of good prospects...
As do kinky chat rooms and forums.

Ready to add some variety? Try turning it down a notch.
Go for candles without the wax. Pleasure without the pain.
You may not like it as well, but it will certainly be different.

When it comes to celebrities, Angelina Jolie and Bettie Page share your strong black sexual energy.

Go out and find people with red, gray, and blue sexual energies. They will be a strong match.


Wednesday, February 02, 2005

This is what lies behind my eyes...

In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)

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My Inner Soul Is Trying To Say....
Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)

Your inner soul is saying LIFE IS GREAT! You're
probably the most brightest, optimistic, and
energetic person ever! You see most things in
life as a big adverture with everlasting fun ;)
You love to go outside and run around, and you
would hardly be caught reading or doing
something intellectual. You are willing to try
everything at least once because, hey, life is
too short!

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Take the quiz: "What Angel Are You?"

Night Angel
You are a night angel.Smooth, calm even when angry, and slick.You love dark colours, Purples, Black, Blood red.Water loves you and you love water, you get one wonderfully since you shine for her and she refelects you.You have an attacment for leather, or somthing similar to it.You don't have a big anger, more of a deep one, you will hold a grudge for eternity but you make the punishment fit the crime.


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Sky Angel
You are the Sky Angel.You are calm, peaceful and serene.It can take an eternity to make you angry, but you can be very distructive on a whim.You can be slow to make friends, but you will stick by somone through thick and thin, and won't betray them, like the night.You like blues and whites, pastely colours.You are also atracted to birds, as they share your domain.

The Gay Bear Count Down ..... 5-4-3-2-1!

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Fun Shine Bear
You are Fun Shine gay bear. You spend you time
having fun and happy to be gay. You get what
you need from friends and loved ones you are
happy most of the time. You look for places and
people that except you for being gay and love
it. Go you!


share gay bear
Share Bear
You are the gay share bear. Just like me. You share
your self with the world not in a slut kind of
way but in a loving can of way. You love every
one and like to share your love. You like a
good gay lay ever now and then but at the same
time have that someone special that you have a
special place in your heart that you are
faithful to.

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Which Rock Chick Are You?

My Soul ...

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


You're a natural born trouble-maker. You hate
authority and do everything you can to get
around the law, or in some cases, break it.
Naturally stubborn, you hardly ever sway once a
decision is made. Your nature is fiery and
courageous, and always out-going. You love
attention and usually have kinky fetishes
you're not afraid to explore. People either
love you or hate you.

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Why do you cry?

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The Rose My Soul Is Bound Too Is....

Your soul is bound to the Black Rose: The

"I am the wicked specemin of sin with no
profound logic to believe in. Hold me tight,
but don't hold me close, I go where I

The Black Rose is associated with manipulation,
control, and virtuosity. It is governed by the
goddess Psyche and its sign is The Tapestry, or
Crafted Love.

As a Black Rose, you may have a slight wicked
streak running through you. But whether you
are naughty or nice is up for debate. You know
how to get what you want and can work people
for what they're worth. You have great people
skills, but can sometimes be a bit of a control

What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The

"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go
with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my

The Burning Rose is associated with passion,
intensity, and desire. It is governed by the
god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical

As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
if you let yourself. You are a very physical
person, be it in relationships, work, or play.
You may be driven by your hormones sometimes,
but you know it's because you have to follow
your instinct.

sexual orientation

You are bisexual.

What is your sexual orientation?
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