Saturday, January 09, 2010

I Have The Best Hubby Ever!

You probably are wondering why, do I need a reason he's just the best! :)

We been though A LOT in the last month, more so with Doc apps getting though the holidays, just so much going on!

Well December started out as it usually does, billions of Birthdays (mother in law, friends, mine, father in laws) - Well day after my birthday was my FIRST OBGYN APP! - This I have to be honest I wasn't looking forward too. I hadn't had a Pap in 10 years, I never knew I had to go every year, I never had any problems. Well turns out women are suppose to go every 2-3 years some every year, depends on the person. Well I took a deep breath thought to myself, what a WONDERFUL Birthday present to myself *rolls eyes*

2 weeks passed, we got though the holidays..... I got test results of a abnormal pap, I thought, wtf does that mean? OB told me we need to do further testing, I was like hm okay... week went by I was very worried to the point I started reading everything online, stopped working out, calling all our close friends the girls only of course (Amy, Ms Gloria, Kim, Mandy, Becca, My Mother in Law, Step Mother) I was like, " I am freaking out here " Finally the docs office calls back and says, "Well your test came back HPV positive" I was like, "WTF does that mean" At this point I was terrified! I started researching online, calling our friends. In tears, crying with all the info I read/heard. My step mother & some friends that been though there own HPV experience told me to calm down, after talking with everyone I finally felt a bit better.

Finally I had another app to get a conoscopy (If I spelt that right) - Now that WASN'T FUN at all !! - OB told me he didn't see anything to worry about after a hour maybe of poking around. He said there is 500 cases of HPV and 13 of them are bad/worrisome (Because if I got this info right those 13 are the ones that can cause Cervical Cancer) - The other 400 something can go away on there own by being attacked by the immune system or if it stays they just keep a eye on it to be sure kinda thing, but most men are the carriers of HPV and don't even realize it, the nurse told me, "Mine comes back abnormal every other year, so don't worry it happens to all of us at some point". WAS I RE-LEAVED! I was worried about not being able to have kids and so many other things it wasn't even funny.

But this is a few of many reasons why I have the best hubby ever! - He came into the room with me to hold my hand & keep me calm while they did the further testing, he told me, "Even if we can't have kids to me our life is perfect the way it is & I will still wanna be with you no matter what, I Love You & that wont change." - Thing is OB told me I can still have kids not to worry - The good news also is in 6 months when I go back for another test just to be sure all is okay, if all is okay I could kick my meds for good & we can start trying for a family. I am pretty excited as is hubby. July can't come soon enough! But don't wanna rush it :)

We got a lot of work yet to do with the house, down to the kitchen/basement as the last two rooms, I been back on track with weight loss since yesterday & I lost 1lb since, over 40 lost now & 15 inches, still got about 50-55 to go! :)

I am just very happy as is hubby, now to get on with our fav part of the day! - Movie/Dinner/Cuddled up on the couch :) - We are one anothers fav person we tell one another that all the time. I am truly blessed & happy to have found him, he's my soul mate & I love him very much!

Thanks Again Everyone for your thoughts & prayers means a lot to us, those friends that have been here for us your all the greatest, WE LOVE YOU GUYS! :)

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